Hello, everyone. Thank you for reading this & supporting me. This
ebook talks about my experiences, being a homeless, disabled single
female. I never would've thought that I would be forced, against my
will, to be undeservingly punished with being homeless on the streets,
long-term. & COVID-19 is making it harder & even worse.
(I
apologize in advance, if you're offended by my language in this ebook.
This book is NOT for children! If you're not a woke truther, then this
book isn't for you. If you're easily offended, then this book isn't for
you. If you defend evil, then this book isn't for you. But out of
respect for you, the reader, I'm editing this story to try to make it
less offensive, as much as possible. I can't say what I REALLY want to
say! But it's ok. As long as my story gets out there.)
Some homeless people are Targeted Individuals & are not aware.
https://www.youtube.com/c/
You hear their stories.
https://invisiblepeople.tv/
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Here
are some ideas of homeless survival, if you can get your hands on how
to do these things. But if you're Targeted, it's harder to access, but
possible. The perps do whatever they can, to deprive us of our resources
& block us from getting help. That's why it's such a struggle &
challenge for people like me, but not for people who aren't being
targeted. So please understand & don't think I'm a hypocrite. Also,
things are harder for me with my disability & sleep deprivation,
with this Gang Stalking. Being hit with Electronic Torture Weapons. It's
weird how I can suggest these ideas for others, yet can't help myself.
Because the Gang Stalking Perps block it. The people who stalk, follow
& harass me everywhere. They even want my ebooks halted. It's
complicated & hard to understand.
http://doingithomeless.com/11-
https://web.archive.org/web/
I don't have a car, so that's another thing that makes everything harder for me.
https://web.archive.org/web/
https://web.archive.org/web/
http://guide2homelessness.
https://squattheplanet.com/
Survival lessons & tips from the homeless
https://youtu.be/WKPpVDItfvQ
https://youtu.be/lb5fcOE6Y0U
https://www.mentalfloss.com/
https://mashable.com/2016/06/
https://urbansurvivalsite.com/
https://thepreppingguide.com/
https://happypreppers.com/
https://www.therighttoshower.
https://blog.gunassociation.
http://www.forpoorandhomeless.
https://lowincomerelief.com/
https://www.
Find free spring water
https://findaspring.com/
https://alivewaters.com/pages/
Find fruit
http://fallenfruit.org/
https://www.treehugger.com/
https://fallingfruit.org/
Wild edible food foraging
https://www.moneycrashers.com/
https://www.wildedible.com/
https://thedyrt.com/magazine/
I don't agree with vegetarianism & veganism, but look at this.
https://freegan.info/
Also, research on YouTube & Google how to dumpster dive legally.
These
websites may help ways to make more money. It's harder for me, being
homeless on the streets with no vehicle, but this can help others. These
work at home jobs want a wired internet. Me being targeted, I'm
blacklisted, so most of these jobs reject me. That's why I'm glad to get
to publish ebooks.
https://www.thepennyhoarder.
https://ratracerebellion.com/
https://moneypantry.com/
https://www.moneycrashers.com/
Cambly.com
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Here are my current challenges, being homeless as a Targeted Individual.
My past homeless shelter experiences
https://youtu.be/F_Y_l3wa6Is
https://youtu.be/1QwJJViM-Xs
https://youtu.be/QhRBSIIMSAk
https://youtu.be/QwAnc49ofLI
My housing plan is a failure.
https://youtu.be/E_I6I9KetrY
https://youtu.be/xXI_9BvyzNI
https://youtu.be/AeGsLurA7V4
My homeless situation 09 02 2020
https://youtu.be/3TueShDQSso
https://youtu.be/qnR8z_kMCKM
https://youtu.be/ME_zwpb8Qzs
Gotta go to a prison-like homeless shelter
https://youtu.be/4iXh8aRcAdI
Gang Stalkers hinder employment
https://youtu.be/JCbz5dGyVw0
Difficult to get a shower
https://youtu.be/mSQPYlqeEYQ
Kicked off of housing list
https://youtu.be/Muf5ztCOCQI
False hopes of housing
https://youtu.be/SiHcZdehRnY
Wearing out your welcome
https://youtu.be/2c1Es4vZC6k
Depressed & scared
https://youtu.be/oF8y4Vs7kYI
https://youtu.be/jIS16zNDKcA
https://youtu.be/tdnZMV5w1ko
https://youtu.be/jWauKuIZJeY
https://youtu.be/j6VnPLSuTfQ
https://youtu.be/0-HGwJBeDJE
https://youtu.be/KlgM4eNeTTk
https://youtu.be/J5-eYzorHac
https://youtu.be/95enb0reWPU
https://youtu.be/Gw9FzZWfavI
https://youtu.be/JsYHPhDzJJw
https://youtu.be/nbjh1BYCN_s
https://youtu.be/x5o7xfxf_Ao
The reality of homeless shelters
https://youtu.be/E_KWBPHz4iA
No place to exist as a homeless person
https://youtu.be/gaX2pRtKpOk
Inconvenient life
https://youtu.be/XrQeGeztUjk
Homeless gotta deal with rape/sexual assault
https://youtu.be/qY_ifSePsao
Also getting beat up
https://youtu.be/PrTQdUkDaW8
Can't sleep anywhere
https://youtu.be/DKv1PwK9al0
https://youtu.be/hRg4HyHOHa8
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Homeless shelters are prisons
https://youtu.be/T_RBghL76XA
https://youtu.be/5VbAyk23jVA
https://youtu.be/CtFoFbYYgBQ
https://youtu.be/OLYfgbJonT4
https://youtu.be/dBmQJrQ6XWY
https://youtu.be/sApKvWG106U
https://youtu.be/Pu83ej4UkQ4
Homeless shelter life
https://youtu.be/qnJ3aaJa7ME
YouTube search & Google search:
-homeless shelters are prisons
-criminalization of homelessness
-arreated for feeding homeless
Homelessness is criminalized!
You also get jailed/prisoned for giving food or money to a homeless person.
Matthew 25:40 KJV
And
the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you,
Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren,
ye have done it unto me.
Living in a homeless shelter is just like a prison.
https://youtu.be/9k5kEOk5TbI
Yes,
people pay $600/month JUST to live in prison! & don't question.
They blindly obey & follow rules without question. Homeless shelters
are exploitative prison scam cults. Fake hypo-Christians!
https://web.archive.org/web/
https://steemit.com/gang-
The Gang Stalkers torture Targeted Individuals out of their homes, forcing them to be homeless.
https://coherent-madness.
Because of Satanic Nazi eugenics, homelessness is considered as "mental illness".
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I
guess, my first "homeless" experience, was as an infant. The fake
foster care social workers gave me & my twin sister a small booklet,
called a "Life Book", where we fill in & write a personal journal
of our foster care experiences. It was made to be looked at &
expected, for us to document "positive" experiences, but there weren't
many. So many supposed "positive" experiences being ruined. The social
worker wrote that me & my twin sister were staying at St. Vincent's
Infar Home from February 16 - March 16, 1984 before being placed in
foster care. We were born August 25, 1983.
When we were 8 years
old, in 3rd grade, we were forced to go to a group home for a couple of
days. Very nightmarish! Like kiddie prison that we didn't deserve. The
foster mom would say stuff like, "You don't know WHO draws (panties) you
gon' be wearin'!"
At age 17, after graduating high school in Summer 2001, when fake foster care respite didn't work out, (see https://youtu.be/l-0HQx2nkyU
) I ended up at Covenant House on 611 N. Rampart St. in New Orleans. I
don't remember how long I stayed there. Maybe a week or 2. I was
sexually assaulted by an older guy, & then a girl hypocritically
called me a whore, because she was 5 months pregnant, with a 7-month old
baby, by 2 different men. I was bullied & ganged up on. They used
us as clean up slaves. Worse than what the foster mom put us through.
Fast
forward to when I was 18, several months later, & it was (I think)
February 2002, & I was a student at Nicholls State University in
Thibodaux, LA. We probably were off from school for Mardi Gras break. I
was having issues with the foster mom, & then ran to try to go live
with the biological mom, & that didn't work out. I guess I was just
homeless for a couple of hours after the fight with the biological
mother. When the foster mom picked me up from the gas station &
drove me back to her house, she said, "Crazy people can't even tolerate
yo' ass!"
The abusive, fake foster mom Ann used to predict my
future homelessness & bully, harass & lecture me, telling me
that no one is going to hire me, & that I'm going to grow up to be a
homeless, schizophrenic prostitute. Telling me that I'm going to be
broke a many days. That I'll be penniless.
I never understood why
the biological mom never allowed me to stay (live) with her after I
turned 18, or the biological older sister. Now, I know why. I don't
wanna talk about it. Foster family, biological family, people associated
with my upbringing & that cult, were all in on my Gang Stalking
experiences.
I don't know how I would've survived being STREET
homeless during that time, being young, overly sheltered &
inexperienced with everything. I probably would have been raped, robbed,
beaten & murdered. I had my morals, to not debase myself to
becoming a prostitute or druggie, like the abusive fake foster mother
predicted. Even in the most DESPERATE times, throughout the years, I
STILL never sold my body for money! I still was persistent with wanting
to pursue college & a career, which didn't work out because of me
unknowingly being a Targeted Individual.
I heard that a lot of
foster kids end up homeless. It's unfortunate/sad. The foster parents
don't care. They're sold out Masonic witches who exploit & torture
kids for money & break us down. I don't have enough evidence
gathered about former foster children who grew up & ended up being
targeted individuals. I would love to write a researched book about
that. A lot of foster kids are under MK Ultra. I do believe that we were
WATCHED, stalked & spied on everywhere since early childhood. The
foster mom would have everyone stalk & spy on us & then report
everything back to her, even tightly controlling every aspect of our
lives after we turned 18, even in our 20's. I believe that she put me in
the Gang Stalking/Targeting program. I don't know if she still is, but I
believe that she was my "handler" for many years, & I unknowingly
dealt with Stockholm Syndrome from her Narcissistic Abuse.
Of course, a lot of foster children whistleblow their OWN abuse & mind control experiences!
https://discover.hubpages.com/
http://fightcps.com/
https://hubpages.com/@
https://
https://discover.hubpages.com/
I
also believe that parents who are put through the wringer with getting
their biological kids snatched away & put in foster care, are
Targeted Individuals. This all goes hand in hand. A lot of Targeted
Individuals, sadly, end up homeless. A lot of children experimented on
& killed in foster care, are blood sacrificed for the elite. Many
foster children who grow up to have children, end up having their
children removed & are forced against their will, to end up in
foster care, like them. & the cycle repeats itself.
Senator Nancy Schaefer & her husband were shot in the back of the head, execution-style for exposing CPS corruption.
https://www.nfpcar.org/States/
https://parentalrights.org/
This
website below speaks the truth about CPS corruption, as well. But I
warn you against his false Christian doctrines, so use discernment.
http://www.jesus-is-savior.
So,
basically, a lot of foster children are Targeted Individuals who, most
of the time, end up as blacklisted homeless Targeted Individuals, only
to be MK Ultra'ed, human trafficked & ritually sacrificed for
money-hungry biological &/or foster/adoptive family members who sold
them out. All of this is connected.
https://www.citizensaht.org/
https://coherent-madness.
http://homelessti.blogspot.
So,
in 2003 (I was 19), I ended up homeless again. I think I already
withdrew from Nicholls State University by that time. I ended up at
Covenant House AGAIN! & a tranny, named "Nikita the Dick Eater"
threatened me with a knife & robbed me of $200 the night before he
robbed me of my brand new phone. Also, he & another tranny, named
Eli ran off with my BRAND NEW 1st cellphone. I had that phone for only
about 3 days. They pretended to treat me out to a restaurant, stole my
phone & then ran off without paying for the bill, & I was left
with nothing because they robbed me. Then the demonic bully fag cops
wanted to jail ME & not them, so I lost my temper & cried &
threw my food on the ground. (I suffer Tourette's & possible
Asperger's), & the female police officer threatened to write me a
citation for "littering". That cop acted like a know-it-all Narcissistic
Abuser, & come to think of it, she was perping me, as well.
That's
this targeting life. I didn't know I was targeted back then. Only in
targeting world, will a VICTIM of a crime be "criminalized"! &
people wonder why I don't report shit! I was criminalized when I
reported being raped by a Freemason in 2012. I wasn't homeless at that
time.
Nikita the Dick Eater found out I had money, because I ran
into 1 of my biological brothers, & he loud-capped me where everyone
could hear, & asked me for $200. I told him I didn't have it to
spare. I didn't realize that Nikita/Jonathan heard our conversation from
2 blocks away. Nikita was DEFINITELY a criminal perp!
I also got raped by 2 different males (not trannies) the night before, as well. I don't want to go into detail.
So,
after the 2 trannies ran off without paying, [(I think this happened at
Cafe' Maspero's in the French Quarter), & I don't usually even hang
around the French Quarter when I live in New Orleans. I avoid the
French Quarter like the plague, since that incident.] I ended up at
Armstrong park, & met up with Nikita the Dick Eater, & Eli was
nowhere to be found. I confronted him about my phone, & he waved it
in my face after lying & saying that he didn't have it, & he
even threw the first lick. So, I defended myself. He was the last person
whose ass I EVER whipped in my life, & then there was a female
sodomite, a hardcore BUTCH man-dyke who was 1/2 my height, & she
fights worse than a man & opportunistically beat me up badly enough
to have me in the hospital! She butted in & jumped in, & this
had NOTHING TO DO WITH HER! She looked 1/2 Black, 1/2 Asian, &
Nikita/Jonathan was a White guy who delusionally believed that he was a
Black female. & Eli was a dark-skinned Black tranny. I also remember
Covenant House having a Samoan/Hawaiian tranny, named "Salacia".
Salacia was nice, though. Also, I remember a whole bunch of Canadian
tourists standing by, just looking & didn't do anything. No one
helped me or got me help, except 1 guy finally jumped in & defended
me.
After the beating, somehow, the cops got called. Again, I
was treated like the criminal. I was too injured to be a danger. The
Narcissistic abusive fake perp paramedics unnecessarily rough-handled
& restrained me & yelled at me when I was crying, asking me, "Do
I need to put you in the hospital for a medical problem or a mental
problem?" I said, "Medical". & then he said, "Well then, SHUT UP!"
They tried to gaslight me & lie & say that I beat myself up,
& say that they didn't believe me when I had blood & grass juice
stains on my white shirt.
When I heard that they were planning
to, in fact, put me in the mental hospital AGAINST MY WILL, I ran out of
there. I was NO threat, & I wasn't a danger to myself or others. I
was just defending myself against trannies & other sodomites. Made
me lose respect for the hospital I was born at. Charity Hospital in New
Orleans. I'm glad that Satanic hellhole got shut down during Hurricane
Katrina! So CORRUPT!
Covenant House was FULL OF LGBTQIA! Looked like I was almost the only straight woman there!
Later
on, I tried to get an advocate, & no one wanted to help me. I was
sent to some advocacy place. Then, again, I got criminalized for trying
to make a police report later on that night. There was 1 White female
officer, named Officer Garcia. She was oppressive & perped me as
well. She tried to argue me that she dealt with me before, & she got
me mixed up with the biological mom Frances. I KNOW I never dealt with
this officer before! Because I usually lived on the West Bank, not East
Bank. Then, another Black female cop threatened to have me arrested for
"talking", telling me that "talking" is a crime! & all I was trying
to do was explain my situation that happened. They had their minds made
up about their opinions about me. They were Gang Stalking me back THEN!
We
were all displaced & "homeless" during Hurricane Katrina in 2005. I
don't even want to go into detail. That's another BOOK on its own!
In
December 2005, a few months after Hurricane Katrina, I ended up living
back with the foster mom. Let me say that, my foster family abuse ramped
up REALLY BAD after I turned 18. & even worse after I was 22,
during the aftermath of Hurricane Katrina. The fake foster mom Ann's
oldest daughter is a BIG TIME perp, bully & Narcissistic Abuser!
Hell-faced Shelly!
So, sticking to the topic, I won't go into
detail of me living back with them after Katrina. But I'll say this. I
stayed with them because my apartment in New Orleans Towers in Algiers
was considered "unlivable", so they lied about the FEMA trailers. All
those empty FEMA trailers sitting on University of New Orleans property
for months. I applied for a trailer & never got one. I'm glad I
didn't get it, because I heard bad things happening to people who had
one. Like people having nose bleeds from formaldehyde fumes.
The
abuse at the foster mom's house was unbearable. I had JUST graduated
college with my Bachelor's degree in Spanish @ UNO in August 2006.
University of New Orleans. I was hired to start work the day before me
& my twin sister's 23rd birthday, which was August 24, 2006. Our
birthday is August 25. On August 23, the abusive fake foster mom (the
old evil bitch who abused us & put us in the fake IDMR cult &
put me in the Gang Stalking program), set me up to end up homeless
AGAIN, just the day before I can start my new job as an ESL Spanish
paraprofessional. It's too stressful for me to even go into detail.
So,
I took my FEMA money & flew to New York, hoping that I could go to
translation school. They even perped me there. I rented a room in
Harlem, with this shady Dominican family. They were being greedy &
taking ALL my money! Taking advantage! They scammed me. I don't
remember if I stayed there for 1 week, 2 weeks or a month. I remember
that I was very angry that my BRAND NEW college degree diploma (I don't
know what you call that thing), got chewed up by the rats! I can't
believe that the ENTIRE 5 boroughs of NYC do NOTHING to eradicate rat
infestation, & all those rich folks! Just like fake L.A. (Los
Angeles) people don't care about rampant bed bug infestation, smog,
pollution, everything being dirty, etc. & all those rich folks in
downtown L.A., Hollywood, Santa Monica, etc.
I ended up at the
fake Damnation Farmy Hellhole (Salvation Army) homeless shelter in the
Bronx & stayed there for 6 days. They illegally confiscated my
phone, just because it had a camera in it, & never gave it back to
me. Every time I go to a new shelter, ALL the women gang up on me &
bully me for no reason. I was there for not even 1 hour, & being
PICKED ON! A woman tried to bully, harass & lecture me about laying
down immediately after eating dinner. Other women were laying down, too.
(LYING DOWN). & the woman lecturing me was another resident &
not staff member. & so many lesbians there. Then there was a lady
who looked like Whoopi Goldberg who was trying to tell me about God
& the Bible. Then, afterwards, she perped me too. I don't remember
what she did. So many of the women there hated my guts for no reason!
Then
they wouldn't help me get my own place, & they forced me against my
will, to go to a fake mental health homeless shelter in downtown
Manhattan. The staff told me that they needed a copy of my birth
certificate, & I didn't have it. The fake foster mom had it. So, in
order to get it, I was forced to go through HER! Well, oh well, oh well!
Ever since SHE got ahold of the staff there, things haven't been the
same.
But I was being perped, abused & bullied when I was
brand new there. An old White prison bird perp, named Joann &
another lady, a Black lady, named Lenora, were the FIRST people to start
picking on me & bullying me. Trying to order me around & tell
me what to do, & they were residents & not staff. The moment I
came into the community room. I got no chance to rest or familiarize
myself with the place & get comfortable.
Then, other women
started perping & bullying me after the foster mom got in the staff
members' heads. A bisexual perp, named Lashawn, who wanted everyone to
call her, "Twinkie", was popular, well-liked & EVERYONE'S favorite
the SECOND she got there! She came there after me, & she was allowed
to "run" everything. She acted like a narcissistic control freak fake
friend. I didn't know she was a sodomite at first. She said that her
nickname was Twinkie because when she was like 13, her first sexual
experience was another female shoving a Twinkie bar up her bootyhole
& eating it out. I didn't even think it was possible to shove a
Twinkie up someone's ass! I was 23 at the time, & Twinkie was about
40. & she had 2 sons. Why would you name your child "Messiah", yet
live a sinful lifestyle? She turned the ENTIRE shelter against me when
she realized that she couldn't turn me gay & couldn't control me. It
was a NIGHTMARE! She also would brag about killing multiple people.
The
first altercation happened because she said that she wanted to do my
hair. She didn't tell me that she wanted me to wash my hair, yet got mad
at me for not washing my hair. I never asked her to do my hair, but she
wanted to do my hair so badly! That's when we got into a heated
argument, & then 3 staff members started perping me. Eventually,
EVERYONE was!
I had 2 other oppressive, abusive roommates. One was a bully "Jewish" lesbian perp, named Barrie.
& another perp, named Elizabeth. She also called herself "Linda".
All
the CRIMINALS were popular & well-liked. I never understood
popularity & favoritism in homeless shelters! A light-skinned Black
lady named Michelle, who used to arrogantly brag & boast about
killing people with ice picks, she was another popular favorite. A White
lady, named Diane , who was my roommate with Michelle, set me up to get
locked up in the mental institution because she put razors on my bed,
& lied & said that it was ME who did that, & then the staff
wanted me put in the PRISON psych ward, called BELLVUE, where they lock
you up & throw away the key. (Here's a documentary on this prison
psych ward https://youtu.be/sz3Xj_PIF3g)
I was innocent! But they put me in St. Vincent mental hospital, I think
in Manhattan. That was the first time I EVER IN MY LIFE was handcuffed
or put in the mental hospital!
Then, Mrs. Diane got beat up
& nearly killed when she got her housing. Maybe she tried to set
those roommates up, too. When I got housing in New York, I had to deal
with my roommate Crystal, who also bragged about killing people, &
she kept trying to kill me & kept trying to pull knives on me. I
wasn't homeless at that time.
They did nothing but abuse &
oppress me at the downtown NYC Manhattan shelter. Staff members Corina,
LaVeronique, Jose', Fabian & a few others. The head, Celeste, wanted
me on Depakote & wanted to make SURE it was in my liver, & I
never was bipolar, but always depressed. That rookie fraudster Dr.
Holden falsely diagnosed me with "bipolar". My childhood psychiatrist,
Dr. Champa Chakraborti, the foster mom, or anyone who KNEW me very well,
would've NEVER diagnosed me with "bipolar"!
They forced me to go
to this fake mental health day program, called "FEGS", where they force
you to do 1st grade math problems all day, on an outdated desktop
computer. This is what they call mental health "therapy"! Keep in mind,
I had just graduated with my Bachelor's degree. How insulting &
degrading! The staff & other clients blamed me for all my problems
in group therapy. They also never allowed me to get a job, get married
or get pregnant. They view homelessness as a mental problem.
Ok. I
know I have more to say about that, but enough on the New York homeless
talk. (Forgive me for being sleep deprived & tired right now).
In
2007, after altercations with the Gang Stalking Perp Narcissistic
Abuser, 1 of my other biological brothers (the gay one with AIDS) when I
was living with him in Denton, TX after Hurricane Katrina, the abuse
& taking advantage was too unbearable, so I ended up at the
Salvation Army in Denton, TX.
I had not long ago gotten out of
the mental hospital in New York City. They were trying to kill me there
at Kings County Hospital in Brooklyn. That hospital killed many people,
& no one cared. The fake racist Russian perp Dr. Boris Fatakov put
me on Abilify, Ambien & other psych meds that I didn't remember.
Those meds made my hand shake uncontrollably, like I had Parkinson's,
& also made me have uncontrollable urges to want to drink bleach
& jump off of balconies, but I never did either. So I stopped taking
the medication.
See? Narcissistic abusers want their victims
medicated so that the victims can't resist, & we would be docile
& easier to control. Medicine or not, they hate me & wish me
dead, anyway. You're NOT going to silence me! Foster & biological
family wanted me medicated, so that they could use & take advantage,
even more. I broke the programming, so now they want nothing to do with
me. 
I'm not going to hell for my enemies!
I
want to briefly say that I couldn't stay with that brother in Denton,
TX. Very bossy & controlling. Always treating me like I'm in some
fucking "detention". Snoop through all my belongings & then report
back everything to the biological mom, who's now deceased. He's gay
& has AIDS, & then I caught him in the act of TRYING to give me
his AIDS on purpose! God must've been protecting me, because I caught
him using my toothbrush one day, & then razor the next. I'm still
HIV NEGATIVE. Stealing my money. He would leave the house & be gone
for a week, & then tell me everything I did in the house. Snoop
through my computer & then put all kinds of viruses on it, by going
to gay porn websites. Snooping through all my internet history &
then go back & tell the biological mom everything I researched.
At
the Denton, TX Salvation Army, they were perping me there, & I
didn't realize it. The White staff lady (I don't remember her name)
tried to FORCE me to go to their fake brainwashing "church" service,
& I felt like I was atheist at that time, because of religious
trauma with the fake IDMR cult. So, because I refused, she trashed my
bed & lied & said that "I" did it, & then the manager (Black
sellout) defended HER! He said, "You da one actin' all crazy!" &
then he wouldn't let me explain myself, & they called the bully fag
cops on me. Me trying to explain MY side of the story, the truth, is
"acting crazy". The cops kept telling me what "rights" THEY have, &
then I said, "Well, what rights do I have?", then 1 of the cops got in
my face & said, "NONE!"
Then, I was housed JUST IN TIME,
& went to study at UNT in Denton. My gay AIDS brother took advantage
of my student loan back pay, like other family members would do. I
could NEVER have any of my OWN money for myself!
In 2011, I
ended up homeless again because the rent kept raising, but Obama wasn't
raising SSI, Social Security, SSDI, etc. I had SO much bad stuff
happening to me. I was diagnosed with Lupus, & none of the
biological family members cared. It was no big deal to them. I got raped
by a married Narcissistic Elvis Presley wannabe-looking guy, named
Giovanni who ran off with my computer. I stayed in the Salvation Army
shelter in Dallas for a couple of days, & it was SO horrible there!
We had NO rights! & that was shortly after I stayed with the gay
AIDS brother AGAIN! Always wanting to treat you like you're "punished"
& in "detention", while he's the Satanic power-hungry criminal!
There was another shelter I stayed in for a night or 2, & the rules
were SO bogus that if you accidentally cross over the line of your
sleeping mat, you're suspended for 6 months!
Then, I ended up in a
domestic violence shelter in Denton, TX because of being raped by
Giovanni. They perped me there & were making petty complaints about
me, plus were using & taking advantage of large amounts of my little
Social Security & SSI money. They triggered my Tourette's on
purpose & set me up to get kicked out. They blamed ME for being
taken advantage of.
In Dallas, I went to some homeless day
center, & a Mexican perp, named Roy Gomez, falsely accused me of
WANTING to be homeless. So did my mentally slow, crazy biological
family! Even after I got to Los Angeles, people played all kinds of
psych games, trying to suggest places I can't afford, where they KNOW
the rent is higher than my income.
After the DV shelter, I left
to go move to Los Angeles on July 28, 2011, hoping to go to translation
school there. Homelessness hindered that, too.
I was forced to
stay at Union Rescue Mission. I call it, "Separation Torture Mission".
People told me that I looked too innocent to be in that environment. It
was like facing HELL every single day. & they tried to strap me
down, like as if downtown Skid Row was all there is to Los Angeles. I
don't ever in my life recall hearing gunshots until being there. Also,
that was the first place that I saw what crack cocaine looks like. I
can't believe that I survived living in that environment, suffering
severe OCD. After the rape with Giovanni, I would clean everything I
touch with rubbing alcohol. I had 91% alcohol, hand sanitizer, hand
wipes, Lysol spray & also disinfectant wipes. I already had OCD for
many years prior to the rape incident, but that made it worse.
The
people at Separation Torture Mission had it out for me since Day 1! A
total NIGHTMARE! Traumatizing ghetto fights every morning. Everyone
trying to set me up to get kicked out. Everyone, staff & residents.
The dorms looked like prisons. We were forced to use the restroom in the
dark, & you never know if there's piss, shit, vomit or blood on the
toilet. Many times, you would see all 4. Too many residents got food
poisoning. You were forced to pay $210/month to live in prison. They
claim that it's $150/month, plus they save $60 for you. No seconds
allowed during meals. & there would be this Black fake preacher who
would DELIBERATELY pray EXTRA LONG, on purpose, so that all we have left
is 3 minutes to line up, get food & eat. Then we don't get to eat,
& we're rushed out. & the ones who DO get to eat, have to suffer
food poisoning. All they served us was expired, spoiled pork & corn
every day.
The food at the Downtown Women's Center was MUCH
better, but I think it was vegan or vegetarian or something like that.
At least you got to get seconds. It seemed impossible to get a spot for
laundry or showering. Lots of favoritism, popularity, bullies & rude
staff there, too.
I think I only went to the LAMP one time,
& they charged 75¢ for showers. There was a super nice lady that
looked & talked JUST LIKE Missy Elliott, who understood my
situation, & she told me that I looked too innocent to be there.
& she warned me that I would be preyed upon because I was a new face
in the area. She said that Skid Row isn't for me. She thought I was
better than that. She thought I was too good to be there. She urged me
to try to get out of Skid Row as fast as I can. She gave me lots of
comforting words & encouragement.
Thelma, Adriana, Hayward
& Akiliah Manuel Mills, Mary & all the fake, disrespectful,
young teenage security guards, were the biggest perp bullies there. The
only cool staff member was Mrs. Ella. Mrs. Ella was probably rude to me
only one time. Mrs. Diedra was mean, as well, but after a while, she was
nice.
Fake hypo-Christians! Last year, the brief moment I had a
Facebook, I saw pictures of Akiliah Manuel Mills PROUDLY throwing up
baphomet devil horns hand sign! Luciferian sellout perps. & Akiliah
tried to bully, harass & lecture me & then wrongfully banned me
from there. They waited until AFTER I paid my September rent to kick me
out & keep my money! In 2015, I tried to make a truce & tell
them that I became a Christian, & Jheri Curl-headed sodomite Thelma
STILL was grudging against me & wanted me PERMANENTLY banned
forever! They didn't care about any news about me becoming a Christian
& wanting to make amends with everyone. I also didn't realize that
they were sold out Luciferian gang stalking perps.
After that,
via the fake Kedren Mental Health, I ended up at New Image Fresh Start,
which is now defunct, I think. The only staff member there that didn't
perp me was Mrs. Lolita from New Orleans like me! The guy Coz & the
other ladies, I forgot all their names, used to perp me, especially
during mealtimes. & they DEMANDED that I be "compliant" with the
fake Satanic mind control programming called "mental health", in order
to get quick Section 8 housing. They used to manipulate me with the
food. They started having a variety of meals, but then after that they
also started serving NOTHING BUT pork & corn!
I have it in
queue to work on an ebook about my mental health experiences, as well.
For now, I want to say that Portals & Kedren Mental Health act like
they "recruit" mental health victims, like a cult. The lady at Portals, I
don't remember what country she was from, or what her name was, but she
tried to falsely accuse me of being dual diagnosis & tried
EVERYTHING SHE COULD, to be DESPERATE to get me in, just because I said I
once smoked a puff of cigarette at 11 years old! I don't remember how
or why Portals didn't work out, but somehow, I ended up at fake Kedren.
All they did was manipulate & play all kinds of psychological games,
trying to set me up to get locked up in the mental institution. By that
point, I was already woke to the truth & trying to rebel against
the system.
I stayed in a transitional housing shelter by Pam
& Victor in Long Beach, CA. They were abusive & trying to
destroy me. After that, I was forced to stay at this "winter shelter",
& it was a very bad experience. Green diseased sexual fluids on the
seats of all the port-a-potty's. & so many homeless men smelled like
stale, old hotdog water.
I got myself a place on Section 8 in
Los Angeles from February 2012-2016, & I had to deal with
homelessness off & on. I've been chronically homeless since July 31,
2018. I didn't realize that his homeless nightmare would take this
long.
I was homeless on the streets 1 or 2 nights in Long Beach,
CA, just before I got my Section 8 housing in Los Angeles in 2012. I
almost got arrested for trying to help out another homeless lady.
Another long story.
As of December 8, 2020, I'll just deal with
homelessness. I'm DONE with the mental health system! I'm not giving
away my mind, body & soul for a roof over my head. God doesn't want
Christians on psych meds or seeing mental health "professionals".
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Update: It's now Wednesday, March 24, 2021, & I'm still battling homelessness.
It's April 26, 2021, & I'm still homeless.
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In
2016, a narcissistic control freak fake hypo-Christian, named Lisa Ruby
sent for me to come over to MOVE to Greenville, SC, just so she could
do fake "deliverance" ministry rituals on me. (That's another long
story) & she set me up to be homeless on the streets for 9 days in
an unfamiliar town.
Triune Mercy Center employees threaten
homeless people with jail for sleeping on their property. The church is
run by a rich WOMAN! Homeless people become surprised because they think
they feel safe & comfortable on what's "supposed to be" God's
property. Triune Mercy Center & Salvation Army shelter are both
money-hungry & care more about the image of the church buildings
than the souls of the homeless people. United Ministries is even
oppressive, abusive & choose favoritism. Salvation Army shelter kept
lying & saying that there were no empty beds available. I said,
"Y'all have a WHOLE empty room here"! Then they felt threatened by me
saying that, & gave me a room.
For Greenville, SC to be part
of the "Bible Belt", the people there are as racist & prejudice as
they come! I'm a Black female. The cops think that homeless people
shouldn't exist. I've noticed a lot of homeless people disappear. I
heard about homeless people being secretly vanishing & being forced
into FEMA camps to be ritually abused & then sold as human meat in
McDonald's & other fast food burgers. That's why people try to kill
each other over fast food. Look up Adrenochrome. (I don't care! People
need to know the truth.)
Human meat in McDonald's
https://youtu.be/5pkVkDT-wmM
https://youtu.be/0PRz59CmHgo
https://youtu.be/iEVLc_l0FGY
https://youtu.be/Pxg9Ix28tbo
That's why the Travis Scott meal had people vomiting & getting sick.
This is about homeless people vanishing.
https://youtu.be/z_xfSlAhJlE
https://youtu.be/A2CGRKMjz5I
https://youtu.be/xyaMGQfcOBA
https://youtu.be/ZaX8RlkbrU8
I
stayed by my older biological brother in Lake Charles, LA for 3 weeks. A
living hell! Then, I got my Section 8 housing, living @ Stratham Place
Apartments in Greenville, SC for a year. Then, I stayed by my biological
older sister for a week, back home in New Orleans. After that, I got my
Section 8 housing in Jefferson, LA. Part of New Orleans, near Metairie.
I feared for my life & didn't feel safe. I was constantly abused,
harassed & threatened by my fake, crusty crackhead neighbors.
Then,
I moved back to Gretna, LA. In what would've been my FAVORITE place to
live, if it weren't for the Gang Stalking abuse, being tortured with
Directed Energy Weapons, noise campaigns, neighbors threatening me,
& crooked money-hungry scam landlords. I only stayed there for a
month. The landlady raised my rent on purpose, & Section 8 didn't
want to do anything about it. So, I was forced to be permanently &
chronically homeless since July 31, 2018. I also had quit my zoo job,
due to severe workplace mobbing @ the Audubon Zoo. I thought that a
taxicab driving job would've kept me afloat & saved me from
homelessness. That didn't work out because of my sleep deprivation,
workplace mobbing, Gang Stalking, etc.
I went to 1 homeless
shelter on the West Bank in Harvey, LA. There was a perp who lied on me
& said I had scabies, & she also bullied me into quitting the
cab job.
I couldn't stay at the Salvation Army shelter in New
Orleans because they charged $10/night & didn't care to get rid of
the SEVERE bed bug problem. There was an elderly lady, named Mrs.
Francois, who was an abusive bully.
New Orleans Mission is a
cult that forces you to allow yourself to be sexually assaulted by staff
of the same gender, JUST for a meal to eat, & then forced church
service. They stalk, follow & harass you to the bathroom, & you
get NO privacy! I also got kicked out of that place & banned a few
times. For them to be "Christian", they show NO compassion. They take
ALL your belongings. They have bed bugs, as well.
I tried working at the Grand Canyon in September, 2018, & I was workplace mobbed & bullied off the job within 11 days.
After
that, I was back in Los Angeles, homeless on the streets in Santa
Monica on the beach, & 1 day, someone stole ALL my belongings! I was
trapped there for 3 weeks, & wasn't allowed to leave, without an
ID. When I got my Grand Canyon work check, I was able to get back to New
Orleans, taking the Amtrak for the 1st time.
I tried to go by my family members, & they perped & abused me really badly because they didn't like my haircut.
I
was wrongfully banned from just about EVERY hotel on Canal St., for
trying to use the restroom. I was also banned from fake ass Harrah's
Casino. They HATE New Orleans homeless natives, but worship rich
tourists. I had to experience going an entire month without LAYING DOWN!
Wasn't allowed to sleep or exist anywhere.
I slept on UNO's
campus for 6 months, & the university cops KNEW about it. They knew I
was an alumnus. I felt betrayed. They waited until 18 days after I
started doing YouTube videos, talking about my targeting experiences,
when the weather was bad, to wrongfully ban me for a year. I tried
DESPERATELY to get jobs. Even temp service here & there.
Blacklisted, with bizarre lies told on me. The Social Security ticket to
work program failed & oppressed me. So did Vocational
Rehabilitation.
I've been living in Pensacola, FL since April 30, 2019, once I got my tax refund.
I
1st went to Heavenly Blessings shelter, which is dangerous. They do
like the Salvation Army shelter in Greenville, SC. Treat you like you
owe them drug money, when they want to be greedy & scam all the
money you got.
I got a few jobs here & there. Gang Stalking,
lies, bullying & workplace mobbing. Still chronically forced
homeless on the streets.
I rented a room from a girl, named
Janet, who turned out to be a perp. She was a police officer with
Masonic affiliation. I didn't know all that at first. She waited until
we got our 1st COVID-19 stimulus check, to set me up to go to Miami, for
a ritualistic street theater situation. I could've been blood
sacrificed!
The Masonic gay Gang Stalking perp Alex du Pre'
following me around, harassing me, telling me that the police got me
under surveillance. He ran me out of Pensacola, FL in June 2020, & I
went to Mobile, AL for 3 weeks. He was trying to get me banned from
riding the transit buses.
Ever since Covid-19, I've been
bouncing back & forth between hotels & the streets, & the
online perps, like Stars15k, from Indiana, stalking, following &
harassing me everywhere online, & bragging about getting me
wrongfully banned from everywhere. Stars15k DELIBERATELY writes false
bad reviews on my Amazon Kindle ebooks, on purpose, to deter people from
wanting to buy them. The perps don't want me with housing or a job.
They don't want me staying in hotels. They don't want me with food. They
want to watch me piss & shit!
The staff @ Ensley First
Baptist Church host the cold weather shelter, & they're all
narcissistic, abusive perps who set me up to get banned, on the coldest
day of the year in January, 2020. The day after MLK holiday. How
Christ-like is that? That's why I was at a cheap extended stay hotel for
$35/night for 3 months this winter. Then, perps set me up to get banned
from there, too. I'm banned from riding the Masonic, Satanic Gang
Stalking ECAT buses, too. Forced to panhandle. I would rather work &
be independent.
The housing organizations here in Pensacola
have failed me, so far. & the perps sabotage me every time I try to
get housing or a job. These Gang Stalkers need to be exposed! They
cannot gaslight God! God sees EVERYTHING!
As of today, Monday,
April 26, 2021, I hope to finally get housing & a job VERY soon. I
deserve it! I didn't know what the Gang Stalking agenda was, for me, a
few years ago. They plan to have all of us Targeted Individuals homeless
& destitute. A lot of people forced into foster care, are human
trafficking victims. A lot of homeless people are Targeted &
Trafficked. They're guilty of Human Trafficking, & they have blood
on their hands. Illuminati Eugenics.
Funny how these narcissistic
sociopathic Gang Stalkers block us Targeted Individuals from living
& breathing, yet they can have multiple streams of income, &
they're tax exempt! Gang Stalking is NOT honest labor!