Some people may be offended by this post, but... 🤷♀️
This is a post that I probably would've gotten in "trouble" for posting on Medium.com. That's why I'm thankful to have my blog, & with disabled comments from online narcissistic Gang Stalking harassment & cruel, abusive comments, so that I can exercise my freedom to post as I please. (This grammatically sounds awkward, but I don't care. I'm tired! Lol)
Do you, as a nonsmoker, ever feel like, every adult around you is smoking a cigarette 🚬, or sometimes weed? Like it's inescapable? Suffering, tortured & can't breathe?
It's the WORST when you're sitting at a bus stop underneath the shelter on a rainy day, & you were sitting there first. Then a smoker comes by, exercising their narcissistic fake "right" to sit right next to you, not caring that there's a HUGE "No smoking 🚭" sign. & they wait until after they sit right next to you to light up, like as if it's something that they MUST DO, like they have 1st priority & HIGH "authority" to do so. They think they're more important & entitled.
You try to keep down arguments & confusion, so you're left to be forced to stand & get soaked in the rain, while they're comfortably train smoking. It's so unfair! But if you told them about how selfish they are & stood up for your right to be comfortable & breathe, then they would get mad & try to fight you.
I've concluded that a lot of narcissistic abusers smoke the fake, crusty, dirty, Satanic, evil cigarettes. It makes them feel more adult-like & grown than they already are. It makes them feel more powerful. They even use cigarettes as a weapon against the victim. When narcs who smoke get angry, they say that it's the victims' fault because the victims "stressed them out" & caused them to smoke more cigarettes. But if the narc stresses out the victim, & the victim overeats food, then it's still somehow the victim's own fault. 😞
Dealing with the Gang Stalking aspect of smoking, you know you don't smoke, & a bunch of the perps swarm you like bees with cigarettes when you're homeless on the streets, trying to relax. & you're forced to get up & move & be restless & uncomfortable when you're sleep deprived. They mock, laugh & disrespect you if you tell them to go somewhere else & remind them that there are plenty of other spots in the park they could go & smoke at. That's how you know it's DELIBERATE!
If you're a Targeted Individual, staying in an apartment, house, hotel, motel, your car, etc., your Gang Stalking neighbors & their non-tenant guests will wait until after you open your windows (or even front, back or side door) to get fresh air, to crowd around & smoke, & then treat you like you don't have a right to peep out of your own window. Giving you dirty looks, like they want to fight you. They don't care if they train smoke FOR HOURS, as long as you have your windows open. Then, they run back inside like a bunch of roaches once you close your windows or doors.
Update: 01/25/2022:
It's amazing how narcissistic smokers get to stay skinny & live so long!