Transformed To Serve

 A Satanist male to female transgender, named "Cat Walk", turned to that lifestyle because of abandonment issues & growing up in & out of group homes, trying to find "her"self. "She" was willing to do whatever it takes to be a successful Hollywood model. "She" kept being rejected. Agencies didn't want "her". 


One day, a group of people passing out Christian gospel tracts, gave "her" a tract that spoke against LGBTQIA, & another tract speaking against Satanism, occult, New Age & witchcraft. Cat Walk wondered why each different person kept giving "her" gospel tracts that spoke against "her" lifestyle choices, like as if they precisely KNEW about "her" lifestyle. This was a week before "she" was scheduled to get gender reassignment surgery. 


Cat Walk felt convicted of "her" sins & feared going to hell. "She" wondered if there was any turning back. Would God forgive "her" after repentance? 


"She" then started researching online about people regretting their surgeries after transitioning to a different gender. (Yet, they still didn't become saved or turn to Jesus Christ.) "She" didn't want to take that chance. "She" now regrets taking hormone pills. 


Cat Walk went to sleep & had a terrible nightmare about dying & going to hell. The dream felt SO real! "She" woke up feeling traumatized. There was an old King James Version Holy Bible that was untouched, & collecting dust for years. "She" RANDOMLY flipped to the Bible & saw the scriptures, "Where their worm dieth not, & the fire is not quenched. 


Cat Walk paced back & forth, crying & having a panic attack. "She" then fell on "her" face, crying out to God, asking God to forgive, have mercy on & save "her. "She" decided, at that moment, to go back to living as a HE, & he was praying & crying for HOURS! 


He no longer identified himself as a "she" or "Cat Walk", but his birth name, Ernesto Rivera. Ernesto went to the bathroom, took a thorough shower, cleaned off all that makeup & lipstick, took the fake hair braids out, & cut all of his hair off. He had all women's clothing. The next day, he went to the Goodwill thrift store to buy a few men's outfits & a pair of men's shoes. That was all he could afford, for the moment. He went back home to his backyard & burned all of his women's clothing, shoes, jewelry, accessories, etc. & also any remaining hormone pills, transgender literature, books or clothing related to the occult, Satanism, witchcraft. Whatever! He left his house almost bare, to stay on the safe side. 


He ended up looking unrecognizably different & started passing out gospel tracts, right along with the men who gave him gospel tracts. He started a website, called "JoyOfJesus.net", explaining his spiritual transformation/transition. He also warned people against going the route that he was going. That made him feel better & more fulfilled than gender reassignment. He needed a SPIRITUAL reassignment! We all do. God is gracious, merciful & forgiving, unlike man. Hallelujah! Amen! 


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