WARNING: This post isn't for children.
Talking from personal experience, when a narcissist rapes you, it's called RAPE because they act like they delusionally believe they OWN your body. Like as if they want to temporarily OWN your body for a brief moment. Not rent or borrow, but OWN! They don't give you permission to fight back, say NO, or refuse. You're not allowed to. They don't care if they just met you, or that they're in YOUR house! They follow you home & lie, trick or intimidate their way into your house. They exploit the opportunity because of you appearing to look down & out, spaced out, exhausted, sleep deprived, etc. They take advantage of you being mentally disabled. They know, in advance, that nobody's going to believe you. They still act like they think they own you & have EVERY "right" to do whatever they want to your body. Having fun, just sexually violating your body, doing nasty, perverted, sadistic, diabolical sick stuff to you & forcing you to do stuff to them, that's out of your character because they make you afraid that they're going to blow your brains out AT ANY MOMENT, if you don't comply.
Narcissistic rapists approach you, making false promises to be a potential boyfriend & tell you everything fake that he thinks you want to hear. Potential gang stalking male honey pot. (Of course, I had no idea what was going on back then.) They use psychological & mental coercion, as well as crippling you with fear, to make you too temporarily paralyzed to fight back. Even worse when they take advantage of your past traumas of being physically assaulted by a man who would beat you with ALL of his manly physical strength! How do you deal with fighting off a rapist at 30 years old, when you remember being 9 years old, REPEATEDLY physically beaten by a 25-year old man who brutally beats you & then puts you in wrestling moves, where you can't breathe, for 2 hours? Or if you were 10 years old, being restrained by a 45-year old special ed male teacher? Or being 27 years old, experiencing male police brutality during a suicide attempt, & then a week later, being brutally rough-handled by 6 football player sized men in the psychiatric ward? & this rapist is a freemason with a gun, & you're afraid he's going to do you even worse than all of the past assaults being done by men?
A male narcissistic rapist asks you to do something sexual to you, & you really don't want it. You say, "No", trying to push him off, & then he ignores you & sticks it in, anyway. You tell him that it hurts, & then he starts thrusting, banging & pounding even harder. He'll even put it in the wrong hole or put you in painful, strange & uncomfortable positions where you can't breathe, & then dismiss & ignore you & smother you even harder, while getting all of his undeserved pleasure that he's illegally & criminally stealing from you. He will DELIBERATELY come inside of you, hoping that he can try to get you pregnant on purpose, or he'll wear a condom, hoping that his crime can be untraceable.
After the rape, he'll leave you feeling dirty & ashamed, with no one to turn to for emotional support. You even lose friends in the same way that you lose all of your friends & support if a friend finds out that you attempted suicide. The narcissistic rapist cuts off & blocks ALL contact with you immediately after the rape, hoping that he wouldn't get caught by the police. & when you report it, the police do victim blaming, pretend like they don't believe you & then laugh in your face, sending you to the NEAREST Planned Parenthood, where they FORCE you to take birth control pills that damage your body & possibly cause permanent infertility without your knowledge or consent. & the emergency room performs medical procedures, like pap smear, which is more painful & traumatic than the rape, itself. They start becoming aggressive & say that if you refuse to take this birth control pill or get an abortion, then your "punishment" is that the rapist has every right to be in the child's life. They even threatened me with jail & said that if I refuse to take the pills, then they weren't going to believe I was raped. The narcissistic gang stalking cops even protect the freemason rapist, making HIM the " innocent victim", & they twist your words on the police report to make you out to look like the criminal liar! They make it like you're not mentally fit to take care of yourself or live alone, & they tell you "like it's your fault", that if you report a rape one more time, then YOU'RE going to be the one to have to go to jail, or that they're going to call Adult Protective Services to force you to have to live in a group home, where you'll be monitored & controlled with no rights! So, any subsequent rapes, you're forced to suffer in silence. Mental health counselors even oppress you & break your confidentiality. & these are the people who you PAY for "therapy" every week!
I understand that fake narcissistic feminist women LIE about being raped by men, making false reports, & they get believed. That falsely accused man is probably a targeted individual. I want NOTHING TO DO with feminism! Feminism, whoredom, lesbianism & witchcraft all go together. The same with misogyny.
Being a targeted individual, I heard that they sex traffick & rape the women. Part of MK Ultra. I didn't understand all of those random rapes, no matter how much or how hard I tried to be hypervigilant & protect myself. Eventually I quit going out as much & started to live like a hermit. No WONDER why I would wear sweatpants & a hoodie & still be approached like a prostitute! The prostitute is another 1 of the false slander campaigns that they make against the female TI's. I never got a penny off of any of those rape experiences! I stay quiet, stay to myself & mind my own business.
EVERY rapist is a Narcissistic Abuser!
In the next post, I'm going to talk about how a narcissist reacts when you've told them that you were raped.