You're Not Allowed To Make Mistakes

Narcissistic abusers always get really mad at you whenever you accidentally say or do something that they perceive as "wrong". They have their own specialized kind of fake "morality". Narcissistic & self-righteous. Holier-than-thou. They act like they delusionally believe that they're bigger, better & higher than perfect, as I always say. They LOVE to make you feel stupid.

If you're having a conversation with a narcissist, & you discuss, for example, that a cat said "meow" 5 times, & you thought it was 4 times, they get REALLY bent out of shape & angry & yell at you, with a hostile, vicious attitude when they want to correct you. (& then they sit around & wonder why the victims walk around with such OCD & other anxiety disorders! Hello! Because you caused me to have OCD!) Some of them get political & bring in rants about democrats vs. republicans, which have no relation to the conversation. Even if you were right, & they were wrong, they HAVE TO have the last word. They use fear, bullying & intimidation to feel like they've won. Something not worth someone getting angry about. When you question their attitude, their response is, "I didn't get an attitude or get aggravated with you. That's just how I talk." If that's the case, then why am I the only person you talk to like that? Nobody else. 

If you accidentally spill milk, you're treated like as if you blasphemed the Holy Spirit. If you make a mistake, trying to bake a cake for the 1st time, & then you accidentally burn or undercook the cake, you get yelled at, or you have to hear lectures about how you're stupid, lack common sense & need to learn how to follow directions. They restrict you from EVER baking a cake again. They expect you to get it right & be perfect the 1st time. 

Just like, I already mentioned about how the narcissistic gang stalkers want to try to FORCE ME to stop writing my short stories & stuff, because of their opinion on my writings not being good enough for them. That's why I'm going to just let my writings be. Is it better to promote Jesus Christ with poor grammar or promote & glorify occultism & wickedness with the most impressive & impeccable grammar? They hit me with Directed Energy Weapons, sleep deprive me or do whatever it takes, to FORCE me to quit writing. Or they'll do a violent noise campaign. If they didn't do this, then my writing performance could be better, & I could be able to think more clearly. Amazingly, I was still sometimes able to put out a few good short stories, despite them doing this to me.

I already talked about the driving thing. If other people get into a car accident (even if it lands someone in the hospital, fighting for dear life), then the narcissist tells them that it's ok & always room for improvement. They handpick whom to give encouragement & support to. When it comes to me, 1 tiny harmless fender bender, & that means that I should be banned from driving FOREVER! Bottom line, they're jealous control freaks.

The narcs always position themselves in places of power, rulership & authority; & if they're not in authority, they either act like they think they are, or they fight very hard & do whatever it takes. Even if it means to sell their souls to Satan for that position. Then, they get to play God. It's their wet dream to play God, while their flying monkeys play Jesus, trying to be like Jesus sitting on the right hand of God. 

Narcissistic abusers are Luciferians. They're always "right". In our fame worshipping & narc loving society, the narcissist is ALWAYS judged unfairly by society as in the position of "right". Perceived "authority" makes someone to be seen as "right", rather than innocence. Narcs in positions of fake power & authority are always defended & believed. If a transit bus driver bullies or abuses you, the passenger, then the bus company will, by default, defend & agree with the driver & say that you're in the wrong, even if you're innocent. Same with grocery store managers, doctors, teachers, cops, judges, celebrities, lawyers, etc. Narcs want to play God, yet still choose respecter of persons & refuse to be merciful & forgiving. They love being in the position where they can judge, rebuke, punish, condemn & tell people off. They delusionally believe that they're the smartest people in the world who make the best & most flawless decisions. All of you bastards CAN'T be God! There's only ONE God!

For example, if a student at school tells the principal that the teacher pushed her down the stairs, the principal would take the teacher's side, while neither the student nor the parents get to have a voice to expose the truth. They're silenced. Then, the principal would say, "No, because that's not in Mr. Jackson's character to do something like that." The secret is, that narcissistic teacher lives a double life. The narcissistic teacher would put on a fake holy, innocent, perfect front in front of the principal (who's ALSO a narcissistic abuser). That teacher is always on his best behavior in front of the principal. So, the principal would think that the teacher has good, upstanding moral character. Sort of like, when child bullies act on their best behavior in front of any authority figure, but when no one is around, they punch you, steal your lunch money & run off. "Oh, Daniel would NEVER do such a thing!"

The narcissist always has rights, while you don't. They're the ones who always get the entitlement & special privileges! Having more money gives rich narcs more entitlement. If a poor person tries to fight for that same entitlement, then the poor person gets called out on it. Money grants rich narcissistic assholes more entitlement. I heard of such thing, called "rich asshole syndrome". 

Sorry. I'm nearly a week of being sleep deprived, while writing this blog post. I'm sitting here suffering performance anxiety, but I don't care how "incoherent" y'all think I sound. Just let it be as imperfect as possible. I really don't care how bad my grammar is; because it can be the best, & it's still not good enough for y'all. For the most part, people are usually impressed by my well-written good grammar, anyway. Grammar was always 1 of my top strengths in school. Narcs are ALL about CONTROL! Abuse should NOT be considered as "tough love"! That's ROBBERY!