I'm sleep deprived, as I write this. Each night up in that hotel room for 3 nights, the sadistic gang stalking creatures kept attacking my right shoulder & right leg via directed energy weapons. Also vibrating my body. Felt like pain penetrating & radiating through the bone marrow of my right leg. They're trying to burn my left eye, as I'm typing this.
They give me an electronic ASS-WHIPPING, as "punishment" for trying to write, while in the hotel room. Or, they'll do an EXTREME noise campaign! They're NOT shy about how they want me to be blocked from making any money off of my writings. Very controlling, abusive & jealous. & they call ME the "narcissist"! They don't want me to write or make any videos, AT ALL! You can't tell me what to do on my blog & YouTube channels, & I have your accounts blocked!
I had to check out this morning. Back on the streets in VERY cold weather! There's a freeze warning. According to the gang stalking network, I'm too "privileged", & I'm not suffering hard enough. They falsely call it a "paid vacation" that I'm living on. 3 years, & the online perps STILL won't back off, mind their business & leave me alone! They're trying to FORCE me to conform to the Satanic NWO beast system.
Online perps falsely accuse me of being a bad writer. Even if I was a better writer, they still would have something to say. Because they're mad about being exposed. So they're trying to stop EVERYTHING I write!
Forced sleep deprivation would hinder my performance with any & everything. Also increasing panic attacks, bitchiness & irritability. Less self-control. It's very scary. I can't dive off of diving boards, swim, hold a baby, work a part-time or full-time job shift, drive a car, cook food, clean a toilet, tie a shoe, talk, fix a glass of water or NOTHING! & it's due to the sleep deprivation! It's difficult to say or write a cohesive sentence, while sleep deprived. Feeling like a 1/2 dead zombie.
People say to ignore the perps. Well, I continue to write & publish, anyway. Try to make a living, anyway. & they hate it. They're even hating & jealous, even though I'm not successful. They feel threatened by me. I NEVER said that I was an EXCELLENT writer! I never said I was a great writer. I just write from the heart & refuse to sell out. I'm trying to make a living, but I'm not trying to seek earthly Satanic success. I'm not trying to sell my soul to Satan for a writing career! Time is so short, & we need to get our souls right with God. I NEVER said I was perfect! I know I'm not. You're mad at me for not being perfect enough for you.
Here are my favorite short stories that I wrote. I may have listed them before. Maybe I didn't.
I apologize if I already did.
These are my top 5. & I have them posted on this blog, as well.
Mama Freeda's Family Reunion
https://ko-fi.com/Post/Mama-Freedas-Family-Reunion-D1D7ABVLY
Smoochies, The Cuddly Pup
https://ko-fi.com/post/Smoochies-the-Cuddly-Pup-E1E3ANGTC
Sweet Feet Or Shiny Toes?
https://ko-fi.com/post/Sweet-Feet-or-Shiny-Toes-K3K7AFAE3
Horace The Birdwatcher
https://ko-fi.com/post/Horace-the-Birdwatcher-T6T2AD849
Save the best for last!
The Conference
https://ko-fi.com/post/The-Conference-V7V6ABV3Z
Honorable Mention
Swirling Around The Lazy River
https://ko-fi.com/post/Swirling-around-the-Lazy-River-M4M6AEDPK
I also like this 1.
Let's Buy Some 'Hood Snacks
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2022/03/lets-buy-some-hood-snacks.html?m=0
& I like this 1.
Uncle "D"
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2021/12/uncle-d.html?m=0
These, I feel were my favorites & my best. In my opinion. If I ever get stabilized housing again, & get better well-rested, I can always rewrite some of these poorly written short stories that were produced badly, due to the sleep deprivation &/or electronic torture weapon attacks. It's not always the final draft. I can always go back & change & edit. I also spoke before how I don't want anyone else trying to control what or how I write. There are people out there with self-published ebooks who write WAAAAY worse than I do, & people just care about the overall message. They're not trying to police & dissect grammar.
People who aren't gang stalkers feel blown away at my writing & tell me that I have such great grammar that I don't really need an editor. They even tell me that I have such great potential at success as a writer. The gang stalkers admitted that they shun everything I do, for entertainment purposes. Because I'm sleep deprived, this blog post isn't my best. I know it. I can feel it.
I admit that sometimes, I could have moments where I get nervous & rush. Not always. Sometimes, I take my time & put all my heart & soul into my writing.
Of course, here's my favorite non-fiction ebook that I wrote.
Narcissistic Abusers
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2022/01/narcissistic-abusers-ebook-free-download.html?m=0
But this is Honorable Mention.
Gang Stalked & Targeted by the Psych World
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2022/01/gang-stalked-targeted-by-psych-world.html?m=0
Here's my very 1st short story, with this writing "career" since being targeted.
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2021/12/no-more-job-for-you.html?m=0
I'm pretty sure that I was sleep deprived during some of these writings. I'm not sure yet, what my favorite blog post is. Maybe I can think about it later.
I just revived my old Tumblr.
Here it is.
https://www.tumblr.com/msgrandpre
Instead of TikTok, I can use the Tumblr for blogs, short stories, etc.
Here's my old & 1st Tumblr. I don't even remember the email or password that I used. Don't judge me, because this old Tumblr account was before I found out the truth & became a Christian believer. That's the OLD, ignorant, godless version of me. I think I was new to the truth. I feel bad that there's some sexual stuff on there. I can't log into that account & delete the bad posts. See? I'm being transparent. I feel so embarrassed & ashamed!
https://www.tumblr.com/otad12-blog
The online perps smear campaigned me about my LiveJournal, as well. I didn't know any better. I didn't know the truth. I had a friend who was into that sexual stuff, & I feel bad following those accounts. Also, the cult that I was in, took witchcraft lightly. Again! I was programmed, brainwashed & didn't know any better.
https://cherryjig7983.livejournal.com/profile
I'm not a poet, but this is a poem I wrote in 2001 when I was 18 in my freshman year of college.
https://thenichollsworth.com/105527/uncategorized/a-perm-poem/
Hopefully, my blog & Ko-fi can help me make a living & survive.
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/
https://ko-fi.com/targetedcreole
https://gogetfunding.com/homeless-targeted-individual-fighting-to-survive/
#Homeless #TargetedIndividual #GangStalking #WritingCommunity #Christians
http://paypal.me/John146WTL
www.venmo.com/Candy-Grandpre
$PsychWorld35 CashApp
Please sign my new petition.
https://www.change.org/p/targeted-individuals-right-to-survive
Thanks for any & all support, & thanks for understanding my situation. I'm going to have to be forced to sleep back out in the cold weather tonight. Freezing temperatures. I wish more people could come through with help for another hotel room night.
My writing performance & thought processes could be SO MUCH BETTER, had I not been suffering sleep deprivation.