Foster Grandma's death & Stank Whore Lenika
WARNING: NOT for children!
ANOTHER WARNING: This will be a long post. (Well, it's not as long as I thought it would be.)
I'm not intending to profit or make any money off of this blog post. I'm just trying to get my story out, hoping that SOMEONE would listen to me, take me seriously & believe me telling the truth! I'm TIRED of being forced to be muzzled like a dog by so-called "truth seekers"! I'm emotionally hypersensitive & traumatized. People say that I'm an empath & suspect that I have Asperger's Syndrome, but I don't have an official diagnosis. In kindergarten, the school records said that I was diagnosed with Pervasive Developmental Disorder, but then it was ruled out.
Here's my ebook about being targeted.
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2022/01/gang-stalked-targeted-by-psych-world.html?m=0
I don't remember what date I started working on this blog post.
I guess 11/21/2022.
I did YouTube videos, talking about this. So now, here's the blog version. I will look for & post the links at a later date. (Update: 11/25/2022 - I got the links.) Still sleep deprived & tired.
Ok. Here's one. Other so-called targeted individuals call my targeting story bullshit.
https://youtu.be/XA7bjjLZRVU
Foster mom giving me hints about my targeting
https://youtu.be/qMn5srzfJGw
How I think I became targeted.
Pt. 1
https://youtu.be/ZSReUnJiCrI
Pt. 2
https://youtu.be/Ni2P0GO1Ek0
Pt. 3
https://youtu.be/_YCEWirOTbY
Here's my journey about my targeting.
Pt. 1
https://youtu.be/k4lQKwnsDac
Pt. 2
https://youtu.be/TLYlPQxolR0
Pt. 3
https://youtu.be/uOXcZSacQGo
First off, I'm no longer afraid. (Now that I know the truth.) So, y'all can threaten me with defamation, libel & slander lawsuits & cease & desist letters, all you want. What can you take from me? I'm homeless, poor & broke, wondering where my next meal will be, just like how the abusive fake foster mom wanted! At this VERY second, I have only $1.18 in the bank & maybe $4 in cash.
Where do I start? 🤔
Well, I was born into this world, feeling rejected, punished & hated. We came to foster care at about 5 or 6 months old. Me & my twin sister. The former foster mom, Adrienne Felder (Ann), was ALWAYS abusive, sadistic & cruel! I'm VERY sure that this woman does VooDoo & is involved in witchcraft, the occult, etc. I don't have any concrete proof or evidence, but some context clues lead me to think that she's protected by the law & has Masonic connections. She's the one who put us in the fake IDMR cult. She has the family last name, COLLINS. I remember her saying that all the COLLINS's were related. I think I remember Fritz Springmeier even confirming the same thing somewhere in his book, "Bloodlines of the Illuminati".
https://fritz-springmeier.dbs2000ad.com/
http://www.whale.to/b/sp/blood.html
The abusive fake foster mom, Ann, was once married to & had 2 kids with Joseph "Zigaboo" Modeliste, who was (probably still is) a member of the New Orleans music group, "The Funky Meters". The drummer. "Zig" was a Grammy-winning artist. I heard that ALL Grammy-winning artists are Masonic sellouts, & that you have to be a freemason, in order to even be nominated!
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ziggy_Modeliste
https://www.zigaboo.com/
The foster mom Ann had an uncle, Lionel Collins, who was supposedly the 1st Black judge of the city of Gretna, or something like that. He has a street named after him in Marrero, LA, & also a school. I just now googled & found out about the school.
Judge Lionel R Collins Elementary School
Elementary school in Marrero, Louisiana
Lionel Collins is pictured here.
http://rodneylaw.com/lionel-collins-dinner/
That's Ann's mother, Mildred Collins's brother.
https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.wwltv.com/amp/article/news/local/obama-signs-bill-naming-post-office-for-slain-nopd-officer/289-245981936
I didn't know he was part of the Civil Rights Movement.
Here's the Masonic smelly Craft family's Masonic affiliation. This post was originally from my old blog on WordPress. That's why you don't see the pictures. In 2020, I had a BIG feud with a fake TI perp defending the Craft family. She also manipulated & turned many of my YouTube subscribers against me with her smear campaign, after me exposing her perping me & her narcissistic abuse. She had an evil agenda, & it worked! She's like another Tricia Jerome! Very deceptive. Why was she hell-bent on condemning me for exposing a dead man's obituary, when it was more than 1 family member's obituary that I posted up? Mr. Freddie Craft was part of a Masonic organization. Yep, She's a perp. Samantha Bowens from New Jersey, is the one who did this! A mentally off, slow, retarded narcissistic fake hypo-Christian TI perp & fake "friend" using REAL targeted individuals for narcissistic supply! Again! Who's side are you on? At the beginning of the fake COVID-19 scamdemic, she used to speak out against freemasons on the phone with me almost every day. This is also the perp who falsely accused me of extortion.
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2021/12/narrative-change-covert-narcissists.html?m=0
She kept hammering at, "You posted up a DEAD MAN'S obituary!" How could I be sued, if it's true, & I have proof?
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2022/01/05-31-2020-blog-112-stankin-crafts.html?m=0
Brian Keith Williams, the foster sister, Shelly's husband, did a cameo appearance in Shaq's movie, "Blue Chips". He brags about beating & torturing children, & he's 6'7" tall. I eyewitnessed him physically abusing his daughter, Chassity in 2006. They brainwashed her & turned her into a perp.
Ann's niece, (also named) Mildred has such a HIGH position in the Air Force. She's been married so many times, I don't know what her last name is, now. People always said that she's stuck up, arrogant & snobby. Yep. Another narcissistic abuser!
Ann's brother, JB, is an Air Force ROTC instructor in Texas. Not sure if he retired.
So, there's a possibility that I probably was BORN targeted because I was born into this world, rejected & unaccepted. (I probably said this earlier.) I was abused as a child. Always ETERNALLY punished for "bad behavior", but other kids never got punished for doing the same things I did. Always singled out, bullied & picked on. Same with my twin sister. I heard that foster parents get bigger bonuses for putting foster kids in Special Ed & force medicating them with psychiatry. Child trafficking!
I'm GETTING my story out! Why doesn't it make national news for someone to expose being abused in foster care & put in a cult? They dismiss & ignore me, falsely accusing me of lying for attention. They falsely accuse me of faking being traumatized & always being a problem child. Multiple people are using POWERFUL witchcraft to try to silence my voice! Why do other so-called "targeted individuals" call "bullshit" on my targeting story? No one believes me. There are other TI's who aren't really 100% clear on how their targeting began, & they sometimes speculate that they were BORN targeted.
When I was in kindergarten & elementary school. Yes, I guess I had behavior problems & was weird. Why? Child abuse! Some people say that I went through Satanic Ritual Abuse. Always being locked up in closets. I remember always being left alone. I also remember being spiritually oppressed. Martial arts. We took Tae Kwon Do. Some stuff is too embarrassing to talk about. Some people say that I'm an MK Ultra victim experimentee, & that the foster mom was my handler.
This reminds me so much of my childhood!
https://extreme-abuse-survey.org/download.php?file=Wanda%20Karriker%20-%20Incest-The%20ultimate%20betrayal.pdf
https://groups.google.com/g/alt.support.child-protective-services/c/ld1-SViu5bw?pli=1
https://www.tumblr.com/stopchildabuse
https://ritualabuse.us/mindcontrol/eas-studies/
In my YouTube videos, I spoke out extensively about the abuse I went through, growing up. My twin sister used to be singled out, persecuted, hated, tortured, ridiculed & abused just like me. It seems like she was enduring abuse even after selling out. She picked up where the foster mom left off, with the abuse. Now, people are saying that my twin sister is my main "handler". She's too mentally off, slow & retarded to be a "handler". Just like any other mentally slow, crazy biological family member! She's DEFINITELY a perp! She has a lot of people bewitched. She endured a lot of the same childhood abuse that I went through. Some people say that she sold out & caved in, to lessen the abuse. She's still defending & agreeing with the New World Order system. I had to deprogram MYSELF from the abuse via truth research & the KJV Holy Bible. I'm not perfect.
Now, the biological dad, Arthur Jestine Grandpre, was in the Army & fought in the Korean War. The mentally slow, crazy biological family members lie & say, "Arthur's not your daddy because you're not light skinned like him!" They try to hide family genealogy truth from us. My twin sister, Brandy & the biological brother, Sean were also victims of this persecution & abuse. Arthur Percy Grandpre, fake crusty Pete, they allow him to hang around Arthur's side of the family. No one says anything. He's OBVIOUSLY not Arthur Jestine's son. But named after him. They don't trash or harass Derrick Harvey, either. The other biological brother. Dirty Derricka!
Some people say that Arthur J's military connection, & the family lies about us not belonging to him, they say that it's possible that it could've been HIM to put us in MK Ultra &/or Gang Stalking program. But I don't think so. It's possible, though.
Black Folks Sacrificing Family Members. People tell me that I'm put into the targeting program, to be groomed & set up to be sacrificed.
https://youtu.be/eH5iLHraHL0
Here's Arthur's obituary & my picture. Tell me whether or not you think I resemble him. Here's my biological mother, Frances. I believe she was targeted, too. But she acted like a perp, sometimes towards me. I love & forgive her, though. The fake foster mom brainwashed me & my twin sister to hate our biological mom. I'm SO sorry! 😠I wish I knew the truth sooner. I feel bad that I disrespected my birth parents, but they disrespected & abused me, too. Provoked me to wrath.
https://twitter.com/CreoleTargeted/status/1594839828385959937?t=J9_RhJ3c6vgZn559PmRASQ&s=19
Foster mom & grandma.
https://twitter.com/CreoleTargeted/status/1594842790483357696?t=oGV5yEF43jzVaW4j4LZPZg&s=19
The former foster mom Ann used to have the Masonic smelly Craft family babysit us as early as 4 years old. That's the earliest I remember. She had her relatives babysit us, as well. Ann (Adrienne Felder) used to have the Craft family members stalk & spy on us & report everything back to her. Lenika was my only friend in kindergarten. We rode the bus together. Bus 392 at Gretna #2 Kindergarten, until they put me in Special Ed. We're the same age. Me & my twin sister are 60 days younger than her.
Lenika Angela Simien Harrell 1st treated me mean in 6th grade around Thanksgiving. She was always very cruel, sadistic & abusive to people, & she laughs at hurting people. Thought everything was funny. She was always acting out sexually at a young age.
By 7th grade, she was 1 of those fake slutty cheerleaders, & she used to whore around with the greedy ass hoe fuckin' football players. She had a reputation for being "hot in the pants" & "fast" Those light skinned pretty Creole dudes with straight hair & green eyes & looked either Hispanic or White, even Asian. She always fraudulently & illegally got to be the captain of the cheerleading team, all 6 years. From 7th to 12th grade. She was always unnecessarily praised & worshipped for no reason. Like another whore Beyonce'. I kid you NOT!
When we were in 7th grade, her cousin (now deceased) Danielle got pregnant. Danielle was 13 & pregnant. In 6th grade, there was a 19-year old, named Jeremy, who was tonguing on her neck. I saw the sexual stuff with Danielle before Lenika. Danielle's older sister, Leticia, used to watch porn in front of us. We didn't think to tell anyone. We didn't know any better. The foster mom kept us overly sheltered.
In 7th grade, Brandy said that Joanie & Lenika raped her. That Joanie pinned her down, while Lenika raped her. I got in trouble for telling. Brandy didn't tell me until a year later. She tried to lie & cover everything up. I was the golden child to the foster mom, at that time.
In 8th grade, the foster mom was outraged, talking about how Lenika's mom, Mrs. Cheryl was prostituting those girls to grown men. She was saying that they're whores, but not a good whore. She said that the Mrs. Cheryl's daughters used to sneak grown men in, in the back house.
In 8th grade, there was an incident where Lenika came over by our house on a Saturday evening, & she teamed up with the foster sister Joanie (LeJeune Felder) to bring boys in to do something sexual. They forced me & Brandy to go upstairs as a form of "punishment" while they do sexual stuff with boys. I think it was Lenika & the boy Clinton. I don't know Clinton's last name. & Joanie supposedly did something sexual with a boy, named Michael Harris. (This was the same Michael Harris that beat up a boy, named Rondell when I was in 6th grade. The same Michael Harris that kept punching Rondell's head into the desk REALLY hard, & the teacher Mrs. Young didn't intervene. This was at McDonogh 26 Elementary School.) I don't remember whether or not I told the foster mom about this 8th grade sexual situation.
It seems like as if Lenika would set up something sexual every year, starting in 7th grade. She would do sexual stuff to my twin sister, pretending that my twin sister was a BOY, because my twin sister is a lesbian, & it made things worse that the former foster mom forced us to start off middle school (Gretna Jr. High) with our hair cut all off like boys, which made us even MORE of a target for cruel, sadistic, ghetto bullying. Lenika would always want to play sexualized "Truth or Dare" games & humiliate my twin sister. 1 time, I eyewitnessed Lenika forcing Brandy to kiss her thighs, as close to her coochie as possible. Brandy used to sexually (dykestually want) stank whore Lenika. & always tell me about sexual dreams & fantasies about Lenika.
As early as 7th grade, I knew about how Lenika used to plan sexual acts in advance. She was dating & having sex with GROWN men! 12 years old, dating & having sex with a 19-year old. Her sister Shamelle Craft's husband, Darrell Sullivan's nephew, Dwayne, who was from Chicago. I overheard that Lenika was sleeping with both Darrell AND his nephew, Dwayne. She got with Dwayne after she broke up with Reggie Sylve. Reggie was 15, when we were 12. One time, shortly after 7th grade, for Joanie & Lenika's birthday (they both share June 26 as a birthday), Mrs. Cheryl was ENCOURAGING Lenika's whoredom, talking about, "Ooh! Reggie likes that!" Mrs. Cheryl's OWN brother John Craft called her a "leftover" on her own birthday & she cried. People even said that Mrs. Ollie was a whore. Multi-generational foul odor & whoredom in that family! The ENTIRE house would smell like stale, old, sugary sweet vaginal juices.
I heard rumors that Lenika & the mom, Mrs. Cheryl, were sleeping with Shamelle's husband. Basically, all 3 of them were sharing the same man! Lenika was encouraged & allowed to do adult things (such as having sex, driving cars, drinking alcohol, going to clubs & proms, working at Hooters underaged) as a child because her mom had those MASONIC "connections". Yet, her relatives would stalk & spy on everything WE did & then report everything back to the foster mom. Even as adults. If John Craft, Lenika's uncle, saw me be 22 years old, getting gas at the gas station, he would run back & tell the foster mom. 🤦♀️He even used to project Lenika's whoredom onto me. He used to falsely accuse ME of flirting at grown men. I knew NOTHING about flirting when I was 11 years old!
Masonic Women Pimping Their Daughters
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2022/01/10-17-2020-blog-178-masonic-women.html?m=0
In 9th grade...
That was the turning point in my life.
Well, let me back it up a bit. I got tired of being punished & in trouble so much, so I started to try to be EXTRA good in 6th grade. I wanted those Nike Air Diamond Turf 2 Deion Sanders sneakers SO badly! That's the REAL reason why I started acting on my best behavior.
https://blog.eastbay.com/all/nike-air-diamond-turf-ii-whiteblack/
https://www.pinterest.com/pin/100064422940556206/
The abusive fake foster brother Joe. The woman & child beater. That's Ann & Zigaboo's son.
https://m.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1578729972
Well, Joe made false promises to buy me those shoes. Narcissistic future faking. I never got those shoes. I improved my grades & everything. Yeah, he lied. He's not only a bad adult, but is a criminal. How can he try to control MY behavior, when he doesn't even care about me? Never did! How many murder attempts has he done towards me? All those beatings & abuse. Starting from when I was 9 years old! My twin sister has knowledge of Joe sleeping with underaged girls. She told me Joe slept with her friend Kim Muse (another Lenika, slut-wise) when Kim was 17. Joe was well over 30. Could've been 40.
I overheard that Joe had sexual desire for Lenika, when we were 13. Lenika called for Joanie, & Joe answered the phone. Joanie said that Lenika tried to sound sexual. Joe tried to say that Lenika sounded "good" on the phone. Joe used to watch a lot of porn. Years later, I caught onto the fact that Lenika was putting love/sex witchcraft spells on both boys & men. The Craft family claims to be related to the foster family. I think they're lying about being "cousins". (They could be telling the truth.) In New Orleans Black neighborhoods, neighbors & friends claim each other as "family", while they hate & don't claim actual RELATIVES! I know. Backwards. & they love, care about & respect rich tourists more than their own kind!
I was the "golden child AKA the favorite" from 6th grade until the 9th grade incident that I'm about to tell you about. Before this incident, people in society had faith in me having a bright future ahead. The foster stepdad even used to try to make it like I should be hopeful enough to even be able to be president of the United States. Telling me that I could grow up to be a doctor, a lawyer, etc. People used to tell me that I was GIFTED! What happened?
Again! I don't care how much trouble I get into, because I'm ALREADY hated & targeted! I'm the one who has to LIVE with this shit EVERY day until I die, while y'all are fraudulently & illegally living your BEST carefree lives! I know I'm telling the truth, based on my knowledge, direct personal experiences & also hearsay. If I'm wrong about anything, then I apologize in advance. This is too serious to intentionally & maliciously lie about or over exaggerate! Nobody would WILLINGLY put their lives on the line behind a lie! I'm not WILLINGLY putting my life on the line, by exposing the truth, but I know that that's possibly the final outcome. They wouldn't be calling me "crazy" & having my life ruined & having me blacklisted for nothing! As I said (& I will repeat!), I have to live with this shit every day, while these evil mother fuckers are fraudulently & illegally living their BEST LIFE!
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I will try to give it the benefit of the doubt & say that this is how I HIGHLY speculate that I became targeted. I COULD be targeted or got put into the gang stalking program by another person, for another reason. Who knows? All I know is that my life hasn't been the same since then. I STRONGLY BELIEVE THAT Adrienne Felder had me put in the gang stalking program for REVENGE! It wasn't until the foster mom scapegoated me about her mother (the foster grandma Mildred Collins's death) that there was a turning point in my life, where my life has become a LIVING HELL! It wasn't until THIS incident that I believe that the foster mom put me in the program, & @ the age of 14, I became a DEAD GIRL WALKING! The former foster mother Adrienne Felder (Ann) scapegoated me & protected Lenika with this situation, just like she scapegoated the biological brother Wyatt, in order to protect Kirk & Brandon (Ann's cousin Kirk's 2 sons), when we were 7 & 8 years old (in 1990 - 1992), & Kirk, Jr. & Brandon Collins were sexually violating my twin sister. Kirk, Jr. was 11, & Brandon was 9.
On the evening of (WOW! Today is Tuesday, November 22, 2022.) Saturday, November 22, 1997, the foster mom went to go to hospital visits to see her dying mother. (This makes me want to get all choked up & ball my eyes out & cry all over again!) Her mother, Mildred Collins had a tumor in her stomach. We didn't know the woman was sick. She had been having that tumor since she was 74. Since we were in 7th grade. We didn't know any better because we were young, but we used to make jokes & laugh, wondering why the foster grandma was 74 years old & looked pregnant. She died at age 76.
Mildred Collins kept being transferred back & forth from the ICU to the CCU. Joanie's brother, James Burras supposedly had sex with his girlfriend, Jennifer. Evil bitch looked JUST LIKE Jennifer Hudson, & was MEAN AS HELL! Joanie was gossiping about how James was in bed with Jennifer, having sex for 6 hours. Sometime earlier that week.
Lenika has been doing this since we were 12! A 12-year old manipulating her 16-year old friend into sexual acts. Lenika didn't mean Joanie any good. She got her rocks off of making a fool out of Joanie! Joanie was obese & then starved herself for a whole YEAR & lost weight. One day, the foster mom got mad at us because Joanie one day passed out/fainted at a museum. I believe that Lenika put her up to starving herself, to make herself more attractive to men. Lenika was grooming & coaching Joanie on how to be a whore.
So, the night of Saturday, November 22, 1997, when the foster mom went on hospital visits to see her mom, Joanie snuck Lenika over. Lenika hiked up a sexual situation to plan for a boy, named Andre' Raines to come over & have sex with Joanie. This time, Lenika was locked up in Joanie's bedroom with her for HOURS! Plotting & planning. Lenika bullied her sister Talicia, me, & my twin sister, & forced us to stay downstairs & wouldn't allow us upstairs for ANY REASON. Wouldn't allow me to even go to my own bedroom! She was EXTRA abusive, controlling & mean about it. Also, the foster COUSIN Mildred (Mikki's daughter) brought her 2 kids, Taylor & Iaian over, for Joanie to babysit, that evening. This was before Mildred's 3rd child was born. I remember this evening, because the boy, Taylor, punched me SO hard that evening! He made me cry. Joanie wasn't watching those kids. She was upstairs, accepting whatever Lenika ordered her to do. Joanie tried to say that Lenika fingered her, in order to get her sexually ready for Andre'. Lenika was also doing this weird stretching before sex, like as if she was preparing for fitness or sports. I don't know if Lenika also had sex with Andre' that night, but the next school year, Lenika was dating & having sex with Andre'. Joanie was in denial. She still remained friends with Lenika. But Joanie still hates me, 'til this day!
As of November 22, 1997, me, Brandy & Lenika were 14 years old, in the 9th grade. Joanie was 18 in 10th or 11 the grade. Talicia was about 2 years older than us.
Lenika set Joanie up to have sex with that 15-year old boy Andre'. I snuck up there ANYWAY & overheard Joanie having sex with Andre'. I heard the sex noises. Joanie was 18. Joanie almost went to jail. Lenika thought all this was funny & didn't care whose lives she destroyed. I think I remember that Joanie was laughing that evening & said that the foster brother Joe was about to shoot Andre's dad with his gold pistol because Andre's dad accidentally knocked on the wrong door. I remember Joe threatening me with that pistol, & he showed me that pistol a long time ago. Telling me how the pistol is made with REAL gold! (This year, the biological brother Wyatt confessed to me that Joe put a gun to his head.)
Brandy, Joanie, Lenika & the cousin Danielle were all bullying me & threatening me not to tell.
I don't remember what happened that Sunday & that Monday, but that Tuesday, November 25, the foster aunt Mikki brought over her foster son, Matthew Johnson. He was 17 years old. I'm going to be blatant. I was menstruating & had excruciating cramps. I was soaking in the bathtub with hot water for a long time, trying to ease the cramps. Whenever the water got cold, I would replace it with more hot water. I don't recall taking pain medication.
While I was upstairs in the bathroom, Lenika was giving Joanie instructions over the phone. Somehow, Brandy got sexually involved with Mikki's foster boy, Matthew. He was 17, & the foster mom said he had the IQ of a 2nd grader. Brandy lost her virginity to him that day. All with Lenika's help! Brandy thought it was cool & funny to go back there 5 times to have sex with Matthew & brag about it. (I don't think Kirk & Brandon penetrated Brandy when we were 7 years old. They used to force her to perform fellatio on them.) She bragged & admitted to having sex with Matthew. Her words. "To PROVE that I'm NOT gay!" She sexually/dykestually wanted a girl, named Crystal Patterson, whom I knew since Elementary School. She freaked out when Crystal caught onto her having a crush on her.
The threats got out of hand, & I was fearing for my life. Them threatening me not to tell. Matthew showed me his uncircumcised small penis that evening. I was worried about my twin sister possibly getting pregnant. Well, he didn't get her pregnant, but she caught an STD. I heard that Matthew used to have sex with a bunch of older women, & that's where he got the venereal infection from.
I think I either told that night or the next day, & then the foster mom became outraged. She even got the police involved. Joanie almost went to jail because Joanie was 18, & Andre'was 15. Being that Joanie was adopted & genetically related to Ann, Ann worked with the police & protected Joanie from going to jail. But she sat there & let the foster boy Matthew go to jail. Ann didn't protect Matthew from going to jail because she didn't give a fuck! Brandy waited until after she got caught, & I told on everyone, to change the story & lie & say that she was "raped" & that she was"scared" of Matthew. But she's all tough on YouTube, trying to bully me. Always has been that way. I think Brandy almost went to jail, too. Lenika was UNTOUCHED! Lenika didn't even have to go to the police station.
I wonder if Brandy sold her soul & sacrificed me to the gang stalking program, in order to save her own skin, because she was about to go to jail. & the foster mom put her up to it. This is all my speculation. But definitely, I believe that Adrienne Felder put me in the gang stalking program, for revenge.
This is what the foster mom did. For "Christmas", the foster mom rewarded me with $100. But then she was an Indian Giver & took the money back. She also tried to control what I spent it on & then confiscated it. She got Brandy nothing but UNDERWEAR for Christmas, as a punishment. I don't remember what she got Joanie.
Ernestine James, the foster sister April's friend, was over at the house (I think a few days before the funeral) & Ann & them were gossiping & "discussing". Ann was outraged about me telling on everybody after everything happened. Ernie said, "She WANTED THEM to get in trouble!" Ernie was just hearing what happened & then jumped to that false conclusion. I was SO pissed! It wasn't even Ernie's business! & the bitch didn't even go to the foster grandma's funeral! I was PISSED! Since then, the foster mom started scapegoating me, saying that it was MY "fault" that she couldn't say the last words to her dying mother. My life has been PURE hell on Earth, since that incident! I didn't "want" ANYONE to get in trouble! I was worried about what might happen to my twin sister. Strange how the foster mom would hold a 14-year old "developmentally delayed" "mentally slow/challenged" person, like me, responsible for the actions of an 18-year old. If I was 18, & Joanie was 14, I STILL would've gotten scapegoated & blamed, & Ann would've said, "Because YOU'RE the ADULT!"
Lenika & Danielle had nerve to hike up something sexual AGAIN when I was in 10th grade. Joanie had sex with a guy, named Darryl on Ann's birthday in 1998, shortly after the school year began. I don't know if Joanie was actually pregnant, but Danielle snuck us to the abortion clinic place after school one day. Lenika & Danielle & them threatened me not to tell, AGAIN!
& another time, Joanie was 19 & had sex with a 16-year old, named Myron. Almost went to jail AGAIN! That day, even though Joanie was 19 years old, the foster mom whipped her with a belt & put bloody welts all over her body. She said, "I'm whipping YOU for Brandy, since I the state won't let me whip her"!
Did I unknowingly expose a child sex trafficking ring? & THIS is how I became targeted? Since this 9th grade incident, everyone started calling me "crazy".
On Friday, February 20, 1998, I was grieving & feeling VERY depressed. I probably was VERY sleep deprived because I would have many sleepless nights, being scared of the dark & having to sleep with the bedroom closet light on because of feeling traumatized by how Mildred Collins looked in the casket at the funeral. Her funeral was Saturday, December 6, 1997. I heard that Mildred Collins actually died on Thanksgiving (November 27, 1997, but wasn't pronounced DEAD until the 29th, which was the foster dad, Al's birthday). Lenika didn't cease with the bullying, harassing & laughing at me. Making fun. Playing psych games. Even at track practice. I started assaulting her right back.
I used to run track, even though I was the slowest kid on the team, due to my disability, but I still loved it, anyway. How was Lenika allowed to be the "captain" of the track team, if she never ran before? Remember those special Stank Whore Lenika-style fake "privileges" I would tell you about? It's ok for HER to be above the rules & praised for nothing! Lenika had been bullying & abusing both me & my twin sister since 7th grade. But she always liked Brandy (Dykester) better than me.
Earlier that morning, I went to Circle K, near Ann's house. I used my $20 allowance & bought a king size Kit Kat, Snickers & Twix, & I think, a Baby Ruth. I also bought a BIG bag of Doritos & a 20-oz. Powerade. That was the good ol' days, when you could buy a King Size Snickers at the gas station for 99 cents & a pint of Blue Bell ice cream for $1.39. I bought all those snacks because I was grieving & depressed. I bought them with the intent to share with the other kids on the track team. Me being nice, generous & giving. (When I was in 6th grade, the foster grandma instilled in me to be generous & giving.)
We're from New Orleans, so just about EVERYBODY falls into the spectrum of narcissist/psychopath/sociopath. I was called "crazy" for being the only empath who cared so much.
I bought the snacks with the intent to share at the track meet, & none of the kids wanted anything that I offered. Leaving me with everything to myself. I wasn't going to eat everything all in 1 sitting. They bullied, harassed & laughed at me, calling me greedy & crazy, just for even having POSSESSION of all that food. I wasn't even overweight! Since 5th grade, being called "greedy" has been triggering for me, & I'm emotionally hypersensitive to that word. Even if someone doesn't outright call me "greedy", I feel bad if they even act like they're insinuating that I'm "greedy". Narcissistic abusers don't care about your soul, & they only call you greedy, just to be cruel! & they only do this towards mentally disabled people they don't like. They don't care about my health!
Lenika puffed herself at having the BIGGEST mouth at bullying, harassing & laughing at me. Talking about, "She got a BIG ASS Snickers, a BIG ASS Kit Kat, a BIG ASS Twix, a BIG ASS Baby Ruth, & a BIG ol' bag of Doritos!"
I walked from person to person, asking, "Do you think I'm greedy"? & all the other kids said, "No. That's YOUR stuff."
Lenika was the only 1 who said, "Yeah, kind of."
I was shocked & blacked out (lost consciousness for a split second) & punched her without realizing, until immediately after. She wasn't injured or hurt. She didn't even have a black eye. She didn't even have to go to the hospital. I knocked those stupid, fake "Men in Black" sunglasses off of her face. Bitch thought she was "grown"!
Then, she had a fake shocked look on her face & then got up & punched me in the back, as I walked off. Then, she sat back down & started shaking & crying for HOURS! Her ENTIRE body was RED. Not just her face. I never saw that in my life!
Then, after awhile, her dad showed up, right along with police. I think it was Jefferson Parish Sheriffs. The cops never approached me. I was SO scared of going to jail! I was the one who got kicked off the track team, & the abusive, fake, narcissistic foster mom never allowed me to play any sports again! Well, she let me try out for softball the next season, & the teacher, Mrs. Madere, let me try out (making a fool out of a Special Ed child), only to turn around & reject me.
I sometimes wonder if that incident put me on the gang stalking list. If her dad, Mr. Linwood Simien got me put into the gang stalking program. Maybe he didn't. Hell, Lenika has been bullying, abusing & assaulting me & my twin sister since 7th grade. I fucking HAD ENOUGH! Narcissistic abuse & reactive abuse.
After that track meet incident, everyone over exaggerated me punching Lenika. Then, everyone started REALLY calling me crazy & calling me Evander Holyfield.
In 7th grade, Lenika used to trip me & my twin sister in the hallway. She would always assault people & then laugh. She punched a boy, named Alton Randall on his penis & then ran off the bus, laughing. Bus 255 at Gretna, Jr. High. She used to physically abuse & beat on her disabled aunt Bob, when Bob was alive. The foster mom punished Brandy when we were in 7th grade because Lenika slapped Brandy in the face, & the foster mom got mad at her for not fighting back & defending herself. I know. Many of us New Orleans Black & Creole folks are both victims & perpetrators of violence & abuse. New Orleans is a violent city. The murder capital, the gay capital, & the VooDoo capital. & I don't know any VooDoo spells& don't wanna know!
But I'm not even sure if that track meet incident or the foster mom scapegoating me about her mother's passing is the reason why I got put into the gang stalking program. I've been feeling troubled & haunted about Lenika for YEARS! & she's criminally, illegally, undeservingly & fraudulently living her BEST life! & she's NEVER to be trusted! EVER! But she has NERVE to eternally hate me! She had an abusive husband, who's now dead. She had more love & forgiveness towards him! But she hates me FOREVER, over a minor assault that SHE provoked!
She was gang stalking & following me around, surveiling me in 2017 & 2018. Last time I saw her was on New Years in 2019. Yep. A fuschia colored Buick Encore, drinking an alcoholic drink, while driving! I was on my way to do a temp service job at the Superdome. (Or was it the Smoothie King Center?) I wouldn't be surprised if she has a newer car by now. I'm going to do her, just like I do with the rest of the gang stalkers. Her license plate is a Louisiana license plate that says "ZNT 864"! She was EVERYWHERE, just like Alex du Pre'! I would always see her at the Rouses grocery store in Gretna on the expressway. 1 of the times in July 2018, I saw her & tried to say, "Hi." She hadn't seen me in years (besides her laughing at me on September 12, 2017 when I was at the bus stop in New Orleans on the anniversary of my biological mom's passing). She got such a HATEFUL attitude with me, while standing in line at the grocery store. Then she started covering her mouth, laughing. Laughing the whole time. After that, she walked out of the store with NOTHING! & ignored me & refused to give me any eye contact. I was thinking, "C'mon! We're in our 30's, & you STILL act like this?"
In November 2018 (I believe it was Saturday, November 10), I was bothered by her perping me at the same Gretna Waffle House where the biological brother Sean got arrested earlier that year. I was like, why would she forfeit her ENTIRE meal, just to avoid me? I didn't realize that she was 1 of those perps who was WAITING for me in the Waffle House parking lot, & then got that confirmation & drove off. The place she lived at had 733 in her address. Masonic! She drove by in a car on September 12, 2017, laughing at me, ON my biological mom Frances's death anniversary. I was standing at the bus stop on my way to the uptown New Orleans farmers market. I believe that day was a Tuesday.
One day, she was holding hands with her now husband, who was her boyfriend or fiance at the time. She looked down & DELIBERATELY avoided eye contact with me. He had such a DISGUSTED look on his face, that looked as if they just got done arguing. But that look was probably directed at me.
I didn't know that Lenika was part of the gang stalking cult. I tried to make amends with her. She hated me for years. Always thought she was better than me. Living the high life, but some people say that she's jealous of me, to still be picking on me. I tried to add her as a friend on Facebook a few years ago, but she already had her 5,000 friends. I was caught off guard & shocked by the nude pics of her & her husband. At the time, he was still her boyfriend or fiance. She's STILL a wild, lewd whore. Pics DELIBERATELY showing all her bare ass! Even when we were teenagers, she was an exhibitionist who liked to "moon" & "flash" grown men @ ages 12 & 13. 1 time, we were 13 years old in 8th grade, & she "mooned" the air conditioner, talking about how it was too hot in the house.
In 2020, during the brief moment I had an Instagram account, Lenika's husband Joseph Harrell came on my page & said, "Why the HELL you got my wife up displayed like this?" Joe probably doesn't even know about Lenika participating in such a gang stalking MURDER/SEX TRAFFICKING/BLOOD SACRIFICE program! He doesn't know my true history with Lenika. & I'm pretty sure she put stuff in his head & smear campaigned me to him. I showed 1 of her slut pictures, because this is part of how my targeting began. Me being scapegoated for those sexual situations she started up. Either my twin sister or Star Bricker found their Instagram & showed them my account. Then, a few days later, Lenika came on my YouTube & commented,
"Lenika Simien
Don't believe or listen to what she's saying she needs her meds"
https://youtu.be/or7zzsDarXQ
As I said. Why would other TI's call bullshit on my story? & they don't even give me an explanation for why. That fake TI perp Tory Birdsong. Also the other fake TI perp "Melvin" - Giscard Francois.
Darius Hollins gave me the false ILLUSION of "closure" about everything I told him about the foster care abuse, trauma & the Lenika situation & how I became targeted. Pretended to believe me. He used to act like I could do NO WRONG in his eyes. Love bombing. Seemed to good to be true. I think he was a fake TI perp, getting paid to gather Intel on stuff to use against me. Then, remember I told you about him switching his narrative & acting different? Now, I feel the same kind of resentment towards HIM, as I did about Lenika, & I'm not getting any closure. Like as if my feelings transferred from her to him. I'm tormented with HEAVY unwanted, intrusive OCD thoughts about him all day, every day, just like any other enemy that I'm mad at. He even gets glorified & worshipped like another Lenika. People would defend his lies against my truth. He was a fake, fraudulent "friend" from the BEGINNING! He used projection & turned everything on me. He's a snake that's NOT to be trusted! He's a power-hungry bully with a God-complex. I never saw a side of him that would lie, manipulate & twist everything! 🤦♀️He betrayed me for no reason & turned on me like a vicious rottweiler. He owes me a BIG apology! He's VERY abusive & shouldn't have ANY authority to try to go around, chastising & punishing people! I'm struggling with SEVERE depression because of him! He negatively affected me WORSE than Tricia! I wish I never would've confided in him to tell him my life story! As I said, he's another Lisa Ruby! He reached out to ME, after I said I'm done having any other so-called TI "friends"! He was using projection, falsely accusing me of being a perp & using him as a meal ticket. He brutally hurts people & doesn't care how they feel! Weaponizing my traumas against me & doesn't care how badly he hurt me. He was so gradual, covert & subtle with his abuse. He kept trying to doubt, gaslight, discredit & silence me talking about my targeting & traumas. He's 1 of the popular fakes! You don't get the "authority" to dictate who's chosen & who's not! I'm still at a loss for words, at what him, Tricia & everybody else did to me. & for WHAT? How are you "chosen", when you defend & agree with perps trying to sex traffick me & have me dead? That Shanquella Robinson situation traumatized me because Darius, Tricia, Toni H., Mrs. Samantha, Monique, etc. would've been the type to set me up. They were dishonest "friends" from the get-go! I never knew Darius thought I was "retarded"! Darius is a rarity of a FRAUD, not a "friend"! I'm emotionally DEVASTATED! They all fucked up my mental health!
All these fake retarded narcissistic gang stalking & fake TI perp dykes, fags & whores are going to go fry in hell! I'm not shutting up!
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2022/02/troubled-about-fake-friend.html?m=0
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2022/07/troubled-by-fake-friend-pt-2.html?m=0
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2022/09/my-unhealed-past-traumas-being-exploited.html?m=0
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2021/12/narrative-change-covert-narcissists.html?m=0
Via THIS blog post, I'm giving MYSELF my OWN closure! I'm glad I was able to vent & let off steam! 🖕Fuck ALL y'all! I gotta be forced against my will to live with this shit EVERY DAY!
As I said. I've always been forced to live on low income ALL MY LIFE! I never experienced what it was like to have even so much as a $20,000/year salary! Don't tell me that I'm the evil demon that deserves "karma"! If I were lying, then why is NOBODY on my side? Nobody wants to hear it! Why do y'all keep trying to silence me?
I feel SO MUCH BETTER now!
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