Hello, everyone. I'm hoping that y'all can get a better understanding of my disabilities. I have MULTIPLE disabilities. I mostly don't see doctors anymore because I woke up to the truth about Big Pharma & pharmakeia/sorcery/witchcraft & it's relation to the New World Order. Because of my targeting & forced poverty/homelessness, I can't afford to take care of myself & my health as best as I can. (My thoughts slipped my mind. I had something else to say.) I only go to the emergency room if I think I'm going to die.
I don't know if it's true or not, but I heard that we were considered as "crack babies" when we were born. Me & my twin sister. I've heard that from Sean on down (Sean, Wyatt, me & Brandy, & Derrick) have been rumored to be crack babies. I hope that's not true. I don't know if those are false, lying smear campaigns against my biological mom Frances, or if those rumors were true. Certain things make me question whether or not she was also targeted, even though she acted like a perp towards me just like the rest of the family. My twin sister said that she (herself) snooped through some medical records we had & said that because of so many illnesses & disabilities, doctors predicted that we weren't supposed to live past 12 years old. & here, we're 41.
According to the former foster mom Adrienne Felder & the medical records that I no longer have, I had a heart murmur when I was 2, & I supposedly had an ear infection so bad that it almost traveled to my brain, & I almost died. This is what I was told.
When I was 2 years old, I busted my head wide open & had to go to the ER & get 6 stitches.
I was told that me & my twin sister were both born SEVERELY cross-eyed. My twin sister got eye surgery @ age 4, when I got mine @ age 5. Laser surgery.
I remember going to speech therapy as a toddler.
I wish I still had my medical paperwork from childhood, but because of what happened with me ending up back homeless last year, I no longer have the paperwork. (Trying to remember everything.)
I had 2 strokes @ age 5. 1 week right after the other. I took an overdose of Sean's psych meds, thinking it was candy. It tasted sweet. The foster family said that the medicine didn't cause the strokes. Well, I don't know what did. I remember my left side of my body being temporarily paralyzed, & I kept saying, "My heart tickles".
When I was in 1st grade, I was playing on the playground @ recess, & I don't remember how many teeth got knocked out. I was knocked out unconscious, & the abusive teachers & the foster mom all yelled @ me & were mad @ me, rather than comforting & consoling me.
I dealt with abuse from lots of people growing up, & as a result, I used to act out in school, not knowing why. I also was spiritually oppressed as a child, due to the foster care abuse, the fake IDMR cult & also Tae Kwon Do martial arts.
There's also some other stuff that went on in my foster care experience that I won't talk about because the perps would troll & harass me even more. Everything they say is a lie, & they always try to rewrite history. They weren't there to see what I went through.
At age 7, Mark INTENTIONALLY burned my left thigh with boiling hot water, & I still have the scars. He was cooking noodles, & he got mad @ me for helping the foster sister Joanie wash dishes.
Also, @ age 7, I was told that I caught scarlet fever because Mark put an overdose of cayenne pepper in my noodles. I don't know what truly caused it, but I don't think cayenne pepper would do that. Maybe I'm wrong. I suffered both scarlet fever & strep throat @ age 7. I heard that this causes the PANDAS disorder. Pediatric Autoimmune Neuropsychiatric Disorders Associated with Streptococcal Infections, which can lead to anxiety, Tourette's & OCD.
My body started developing @ age 7. I was forced to start wearing bras then.
My 1st menstrual period came when I was 8 1/2 years old. Tuesday, March 17, 1992. The abusive, fake foster mom Adrienne Felder wrongfully punished me for having my 1st period, but when my twin sister caught hers @ age 9, the foster mom was excited & praised her. The foster mom used to force me to stay @ school & suffer those unbearable, painful, torturous menstrual cramps when I was in 3rd grade. My menstrual periods were always treated like punishment. In fact, every time I got sick, I got undeservingly punished. I received physical abuse when having a hacking cough or something like that.
I remember being in & out of the hospitals & always going to the pediatric doctors, eye doctors & dentists growing up, & almost every experience was traumatic. They ran some tests on me when I was 7 or 8 years old, & I was forced to fast (eat no food), yet drink a crazy amount of water & hold my urine in for several hours. & then they did ultrasound tests, talking about how they were examining why my body was developing so fast at such a young age. I hope to not have to experience that again in my life!
I remember falling down the stairs @ age 9. I cried. I think it was on Thanksgiving of 1992, shortly before the foster dad Alvia Felder (Al) died. Or was covertly murdered/sacrificed.
@ ages 10 & 11, I had nose surgery. 1st, to get adenoids removed, & then 2nd, to remove excess swollen tissue. I supposedly was allergic to pet dander. I was forced to take steroids.
Also, @ age 11, I passed out @ the mall 1 day (foster mom got mad @ me & falsely accused me of faking for attention) & then sprained my ankle the next day (she laughed in my face).
I didn't have really any more physical medical issues past 6th grade, but past then, everything was ALL about "mental health".
You can see my ebook here.
From Mental Health To Mental Wealth (Free eBook)
Posted by Gang Stalked Creole Author on June 27, 2023
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2023/06/from-mental-health-to-mental-wealth.html
The stalkers make fake bad "reviews" on all of my ebooks on Amazon.
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Well, as y'all know, I'm back homeless again.
In kindergarten, I was diagnosed with Pervasive Developmental Disorder - NOS, but then it got ruled out. & now, people question whether or not I have Asperger's or if I'm on the autism spectrum. People keep blocking me from getting the proper testing to see whether or not I REALLY DO have autism. The gang stalking criminal sex trafficking perps tell people that I'm autistic, slow & remedial. I have a bachelor's degree, & I also graduated high school with HONORS! Top 10% of my class. 39 out of 404 students in high school. I went from being in self-contained Special Ed to being mainstreamed to resource classes to graduating with Honors. Everyone wanted to hold me back & didn't want me to succeed or be my best. I could've accomplished SO MUCH MORE!
@ ages 16-17, I had braces. 4 teeth (all of my 1st premolars) were taken out because of my mouth overcrowding. I was told that my mouth was too small for all my teeth. 1 had a 1 millimeter overbite. @ age 19, all 4 of my wisdom teeth got removed.
Oh, I almost forgot. I was diagnosed with Lupus in 2011, but then it supposedly got ruled out later on. I'm glad I cured myself of Lupus naturally.
I Cured Myself Of Lupus From Swine Flu Shot
Posted by Gang Stalked Creole Author on September 22, 2023
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2023/09/i-cured-myself-of-lupus-from-swine-flu.html
Here are all my disabilities that I can think of.
OCD
Anxiety
Tourette's
Depression
Hyperacusis
Complex PTSD due to narcissistic abuse & cult
Plantar fasciitis
Autism or sensory processing disorder
Tinnitus
Vertigo
I think I'm missing something, but I hope I listed everything. I caught my perp twin sister lying to her fake cult-following flying monkeys, saying that I'm faking Tourette's & don't suffer it. She copies off of the fake foster mom Adrienne Felder, with falsely accusing me of diagnosing MYSELF with disabilities & targeting. To further the lie that I'm "schizophrenic". Well, many of us diagnosed OURSELVES as targeted individuals! Tell me what doctors are going to diagnose us as targeted individuals? I've heard about TI's being diagnosed with Havana Syndrome, & don't I have some of the symptoms?
& all the damn Directed Energy Weapon attacks & Remote Neural Monitoring, as well as poisoning & whatever else, (due to the gang stalking) are disabling & killing TI's slowly. They keep me sleep deprived, vibrate my body, forced urination/diarrhea, sore hips, etc. & more.
Due to being targeted, we targeted individuals can't get the proper help or diagnoses that we need.
Due to narcissistic gang stalking, I get treated like a normal person who just CHOOSES to be lazy & crazy, when that's not the case. They coercively infantilize me, yet expect me to exercise adult responsibilities, while sabotaging me every time I try to handle my business. I'm disabled with certain limitations, & employers refuse to give me special accommodations. The Social Security programs & government programs have failed me. Ticket to Work program & Voc. Rehab. are abusive, oppressive & useless.
After I became targeted, the former foster mom Adrienne Felder was lying to people, smear campaigning me as "schizophrenic", trying to silence me speaking out against her abuse. Dr. Champa Chakraborti, the childhood psychiatrist, didn't have me diagnosed with schizophrenia, far as I know. When I broke away from the foster mom's abuse & became of age, fake psychiatrists in New York City & Denton, TX diagnosed me with whatever the hell they wanted! I do NOT suffer schizophrenia, schizoaffective, psychosis, bipolar, or any of that stuff. I don't have a "personality disorder". These fake perp doctors are LYING! Trying to discredit us targets, covering up their own abuse towards us.