Hello, everyone. In this blog post, I will talk about gang stalking being unsustainable. The reason behind this blog post, is because abusive narcissists, gang stalkers & also fake TI perps, playing both sides, all view my forced way of living as "wasteful". The narcissistic control freak fake TI perp, with the fake name "Virginia Marie Kelly" recently said something about that, me living the way that I live, is unsustainable. & I think the fake TI perp, Ronald Soriano, said the same thing. It's easier for them to say, because they've NEVER tasted homelessness or suffering! They've never tasted being really targeted. They're paid, fake agents using projection!
So, here's the definition of gang stalking. I heard that this quote in the Pinterest link below comes from a book from someone in the TI community, named Mark M. Rich. I think the book is called, "The Hidden Evil". I don't know if Mark Rich unfollowed me on Twitter (X), or if he was never following me.
https://pin.it/TuCNnQoVI
Back in 2020, I did a video talking about how gang stalkers DELIBERATELY set our lives up to where we're always forced to unnecessarily waste more money. But YouTube wrongfully took the video down because it had references to that fake COVID-19 🐃💩.
It's frustrating that people see the perps trying to destroy me, yet tell me stuff like, "I know some homeless people who don’t receive any payments at all. No SSI, no money for hotel rooms, no money for food, no monthly Youtube payments. I feel terrible for them. Some of the women have children."
I bet those homeless women aren't being gang stalked, slandered & slow murdered!
What about the other homeless people (whether real homeless or fake homeless) who get paid to target TI's?
Despite that above, I'm still struggling. People say that homelessness is oddly more expensive than housing.
Homelessness, jail/prison, institutionalization, & finally DEATH is the end goal that the gang stalkers have for us targets. I don't know why people push the false narrative that I have it MADE, as a "spoiled" homeless brat. How many times have people seen me suffer, being harassed, swatted & hit with weapons, while suffering out in the rain, cold, wrongfully permanently kicked out of & banned from hotels during hurricanes & blizzards?
Why am I not suffering hard enough for everyone? Why do so many people try to act like as if other homeless people have it worse off than me? Like as if I'm entitled, ungrateful & undeserving?
Someone in the TI community defended me & said, "This would not be happening at all if they didn't keep running you out of housing and jobs through #MKULTRA."
There's a questionnaire about how TI's are forced to have to spend more money, trying to survive, because we can't live normally, for various reasons! Let me go find that questionnaire.
Here's 3 of them.
Targeted Individual Questionnaire/Survey
https://web.archive.org/web/20220228065558if_/https://www.citizensaht.org/_files/ugd/380942_29777a4bcdbb4303b4c89e81e81660b0.pdf
https://web.archive.org/web/20220228083746if_/https://www.citizensaht.org/_files/ugd/380942_38ac3ec01c0045d59d7064a5ab3a8a83.pdf?index=true
https://www.google.com/url?q=https://www.ohchr.org/Documents/Issues/Torture/Call/QuestionnairePsychologicalTorture.docx&source=gmail&ust=1764874570662000&usg=AOvVaw0OOB8KaWLLbM8U0s1zVi9M
People are always asking me questions about the TI program, yet refuse to do the research whenever I direct them to links in the description box or other websites. They false assume that I'm just lazy & don't wanna work. Some other TI's get support more support, especially if they're the popular fakes who sold out & are pretending!
I'm SICK & TIRED of people trying to criminalize my survival & act like as if my fight for survival doesn't matter!
People keep making me out to be entitled, ungrateful & spoiled. I'm talking about what the perps say, narcissistic abusers & also people who I thought were supportive subscribers.
All the days I suffered, freezing on the streets. Getting yelled @ for falling asleep in IHOP, Starbucks, etc. trying to stay warm.
I have been scared, feeling afraid that I won't be able to survive this winter, because the perps have threatened people for helping. It's only a small amount of y'all who help regularly. & if anyone is unable to, I completely understand.
I'm angry every day that I'm being blocked from being independent & self-sufficient. I know that there are other TI's going through this.
The perps keep trying to bully me into an ultimatum of selling out. I refuse. That's why I'm still homeless. They're keeping me forced homeless & wrongfully banned from everywhere. I think the perps even found out this hotel.
I'm tired of people comparing my suffering to others & also lack of achievement to others. Trying to criminalize my survival & existence. I don't even GET to eat 3 meals a day every day, much anymore! For me to Livestream for 8 hours, & it takes THAT LONG for me to get $10 for a meal to eat!
I'm tired of people falsely accusing me of living in luxury & having it MADE as a homeless person, when it's only like 3 or 4 people helping, out of over 5,000 subscribers! Me recently being on the streets for 8 nights after the perps causing me forced diarrhea!
I earn VERY LITTLE from my writings & YouTube. & the perps are always threatening to shut down all of the little bit of income that I get. Threatening to shut down my YouTube channels. They have illegally shut down so many TikTok accounts.
Targeted homelessness is not the same as regular or general homelessness, so how can people say that other homeless have it worse, especially when some of them are gang stalking us targets?
Thanks for letting me vent.
Please refer to these blog post journals.
Homelessness More Expensive Than Housing
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2022/11/homelessness-more-expensive-than-housing.html?m=1
Panhandling As A Homeless Targeted Individual
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2022/04/panhandling-as-homeless-targeted.html?m=1
Why Targeted Homelessness Is Different
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2024/11/why-targeted-homelessness-is-different.html?m=1
Begging Being Frowned Upon
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2022/03/begging-being-frowned-upon.html?m=1
False Gang Stalking Smear Campaigns & Rumors About Me Scamming
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2022/02/false-gang-stalking-smear-campaigns.html?m=1
Venting about not suffering hard enough
Yes, I was ranting about abusive, narcissistic fake ass Sonnette Taylor (Suga) in this post. This is what she told me. I didn't realize that she had already sold out & was trying to gaslight me when I confronted her & tried to ask her to clarify what she said.
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2025/12/venting-about-not-suffering-hard-enough.html?m=1
[ Mrs. Suga's Emails
Suga:
Candy, why would you do me like that?
Why would you do that?
I have had a hard road to recovery. I had to deal with a second procedure. I have been ill.
I can’t believe after all I did to help you, you did me this way!!!
WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO ME???
WOULD YOU PLEASE BLEEP MY NAME OUT OF THE VIDEO OR DELETE THE VIDEO!
Candy, you knew i was having surgery. You kicked me while I was down. I honestly can’t believe you would do me like that. I just can’t believe it
Me:
Please hear me out. You said you didn't block me. So, I don't know what's going on. I feel terrible now. You thought I was attacking you & kicking you down, when you're already down. That wasn't my intention.
I was worried, for a while, had a fear that you betrayed me. Betrayal is 1 of the gang stalking tactics. I just found out today that you were unsubscribed from ALL of my channels, so I thought you blocked & cut off ALL contact with me & were angry with me. I don't know if the perps hacked in & removed you from being subscribed to my channels.
I think it was last week where 1 of the perps said, "Suga lives in Chicago. Why didn't Candy come & visit her? Candy doesn't care about her subscribers." That's not true.
What if it was the case that I didn't know, or I had no clue that you were living in Chicago? They just automatically falsely assume 💩. You may have not felt comfortable with me visiting you. I don't even know where you live.
I feel so bad for all this miscommunication, misunderstanding & confusion! I would NEVER try to hurt you for no reason. I didn't intentionally try to cause you more stress or slow down your healing & recovery.
You did tell me that you were supposed to have a 2nd surgery, but weren't sure if you were going to get it or not. I understand that you didn't have to tell me.
All I know is, that I last dealt with you the day before leaving San Francisco, & then I didn't hear anything. When I noticed that you weren't listed as a subscriber anymore + the perps saying where you live, I thought you got angry with me & were blaming me. Also, the perps were telling me, "Suga is tired of donating to your scamming butt"! & stuff like that. I thought you pulled a Rodney & Cinny on me or something.
I feel bad & apologize that that wasn't the case.
I didn't realize that there was a possibility that you just maybe temporarily deactivated your YouTube.
I feel SO terrible!
Another thing is, the perps don't want me with any support. They like to keep us targets isolated. This mind control technology is SO frustrating!
I put away the video.
There was a lady, named Tea Talks With Theresa, who the perps also succeeded @ ruining our friendship.
I think they have Abby (the one who got me the birthday plane ticket to Nebraska) to be afraid to talk to me anymore.
They're threatening Mrs. Maxine & Camilla. I'm pretty sure they've threatened & harassed you, too. They threatened Mrs. Vickie Carey, Mr. Rodney Taylor & a few others & got them to join their cult. Beat people into submission to join. So many people say that they'd never cave in. These stalkers can somehow get ANYBODY!
The perps are getting worse.
Suga:
Candy, you want to know what the sad part is?
It wasn’t any stalkers that hurt me! It was you! I told you I would never listen to them and I never had. I didn’t unsubscribe to ur channel. I was too worried about the damn procedure I had and what was next.
You have no idea what I’ve been through.
You hurt me so bad. I prayed for, I defended you, I tried to support you, I worried about you! And you fuckin betrayed me just like THEY SAID would. But I didn’t listen to them because I was your friend. And you, out of all people did me like this. You are so wrong and you know it. You wrong for that Candy. And people are talking. They’re so happy you did me wrong because they were upset bcuz I helped you.
But I admit it I was a dumb ass! No perps betrayed me, my friend did! ]
Why are you HARDCORE worshipping the fake red triangle cult now? All those fake "surgeries" were cover-ups for her selling out to the cult. & she mocked my lupus diagnosis. I also had surgeries when I was younger.
Here's 1 more older blog post to reference.
Save Your Money!
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2023/01/save-your-money.html?m=1
Copy & paste the links into your browser. Take your time with the research & reading.
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So, some of the information above is references from older & other blog posts that pertain to what I'm talking about. Also, some of you newcomers can look @ these, as well.
The gang stalkers get us targets into a position where we're wrongfully stripped of everything, & then condemn us for fighting back for it. We're considered as being marginalized from society. We targets.
Other targeted individuals have said how the gang stalkers sabotage everything for them, breaking things, making things more expensive. Abusive narcs don't want me with a car because they think I'm not responsible or mature enough to drive. They feel threatened by my independence & freedom. When I proved them wrong about my capability to drive, they were shocked @ me driving all the way from Milwaukee, WI back to New Orleans a few months after Hurricane Katrina. People in the TI community don't want me with a car because they feel concerned about if the perps systematically destroy & break my car, making insurance & maintenance more expensive. Costing me more money. They break your car, so that you'd be forced to have to waste more unnecessary money on car repairs.
@ many restaurants & cafe's, I've documented how they perp & give me 1/2 bowl of food or 1/2 cup of drink, force me to pay full price, gaslight me when confronted, & then wrongfully permanently ban me FOREVER from the ENTIRE corporation whenever I document & expose their psych games & abuse. Other customers give me mean, angry looks when I see that they have a full bowl of soup @ Panera Bread or something like that. & the workers try to gaslight me about "portion sizes" & try to make me out to be "greedy". You give me 1/2 the food for full price & then call ME the greedy one!
The online stalkers make fake calls, getting me wrongfully permanently banned from all the cheaper restaurants, cafe's, hotels, etc. & then come up with a fake narrative that I'm a scammer/grifter & fraud who picked fights with neighbors, deliberately made myself homeless for pity, sympathy & attention, & that I just want for people to pay for me to enjoy expensive, luxury 5-star restaurants & hotels. Why doesn't anyone question how bizarre that sounds? Why does everyone blindly go along with the lie? They falsely accuse me of "faking" being targeted, just for money. Yet, they sold their souls & are gang stalking for money. THEY are the ones actually targeting me! They're mad @ me for being alive & functioning without bowing down to join their childish, ridiculous, fake satanic perverse cult! & they all refuse to take "NO" for an answer!
After I get wrongfully permanently banned from the hotels, the hotel prices "magically" go down & are MUCH cheaper! I've heard other TI's say that hotels display more expensive prices for them than regular people. Perps force us to end up wasting MUCH more money unnecessarily.
With the fake, illegal swatting & police calls when the target is innocent, jail & court fees are a waste of money for the target. & cops break & throw my phone on the ground & commit attempted murder on my life. Yeah... More waste of money!
The numerous ways that gang stalkers strip the target of their income is a waste of money. You defraud, rob & steal from me, yet call me whatever it is that you're doing to me.
You stalkers waste & destroy the target's time, energy, money/finances, resources, food, water, sleep, air, peace, family, housing, transportation, etc. You do what your father instructed.
John 10:10 (KJV) states:"The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
John 8:44
“Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it.”
King James Version (KJV)
The stalkers would get the target wrongfully permanently banned from riding the transit bus, forcing us to have to take an Uber, which is more expensive. & then they condemn us for "wasting our money". Sometimes, we're forced to have to take an Uber instead of the bus somewhere, for better peace of mind & trying to take a break from heavy perping. If I order UberEats or DoorDash, sometimes it's because I'm in a hotel or something in an area where there aren't many places to eat, or if the buses don't run in that area. Other times, it's for a peace of mind, trying to take a break from being triggered on the way to the store or something. & to psychologically, mentally & emotionally reset & let the emotions die down from piling up. Trying to prevent ourselves from letting everything build up, so that we don't end up lashing out.
Whether a target is housed or unhoused, the gang stalkers destroy our livelihood, making it unsustainable. & then they blame us for it. So, please don't think I'm "slow" because I'm asking for hotel help & don't go to shelters. I'm wrongfully permanently banned. Stop treating me like you think I'm too retarded to know the resources in my area & that you can do it better than me! I'm here in New Orleans. Your ass is all the way in Camp Springs, Maryland or somewhere! When you ask why I don't go to cheaper hotels, motels & extended stay, it's because the perp criminals have me wrongfully permanently banned from the ENTIRE corporation! Or, the hotels play psych games & won't give me a direct, straight up answer on whether or not I'm on the "do not rent" list. & I don't want to risk them wrongfully setting me up to be wrongfully arrested for trespassing, if I try to show up.
Here's a recent community post of a perp bragging about lying on me to try to get me wrongfully permanently banned from Dollar Tree.
Look @ all of them, but particularly, I'm talking about screenshot #8.
http://youtube.com/post/Ugkx-vwV9mpKXGjGxdiUsBySBXOcOK7aJ5bX?si=JuL2B-GQ-hEzt9_G
Here's a perp who delusionally believes he's a "handler" mocking me being sex trafficked to a rice field in Vietnam. This isn't funny! When Matthew Weider exposed them, they falsely reported his video for cyber bullying. But it's what they're doing to US!
https://youtube.com/shorts/WhRHCI7zIHY?is=yYKm_MALdgt4EjgV
ALL of them who commented need to be questioned by the authorities! They all need to go to prison. Whatever happened to them being an accessory to a crime? They're all complicit! Me being trafficked & selling out is the "work" that they're talking about. & they always throw it in my face about how I will be homeless forever. Or how I will DIE homeless!
*I tried as best as I could, with communication & expression with this blog post. But pardon me for being sleep deprived.