Hello, everyone. Today is Sunday, November 1, 2026 @ 7:07 PM in the evening. Thankfully, I was able to get additional hotel help & also get some things I needed for the winter. I'm wondering if it's too early for me to get my winter jacket, mittens, etc.
I'm doing this blog post, since I can't do YouTube activity because of the online cult stalkers. I have to wait until tomorrow to do a video. The fake CIAHOLE perp illegally found my Twitter (X) & started harassing & slandering me on there. He harasses me worse than fake, retarded Sticky. Worse than fake damnisha. & fake damnisha was harassing me today on YouTube.
I'm trying, as best as I could, to say in this blog post, what I would say in a regular YouTube video. Well, some things, I might wait until tomorrow to talk about in a video.
My anxiety is very high, & I'm so depressed that I feel uneasy & can't relax. When I went to pick up my mail a few days ago, I felt overwhelmed & was panicking & freaking out about the Social Security Administration threatening to take away my Social Security check, my Medicare AND my Medicaid! Even BEFORE the online stalkers illegally invaded my life, Social Security office employees & the fake security guards have abused me so badly that I want NOTHING to do with them anymore! I should've just let them still think I was dead back in 2018! FUCK THEM! 🖕😠😡🤬ðŸ˜
The online stalkers have been harassing me so badly, that I sometimes don't get to keep up with things I'm supposed to do. They keep me distracted. I somehow forgot ALL about the fake CDR (Continuing Disability Review) paperwork that I was supposed to fill out. The recent letter said that they sent it back in August of 2025. With all of this fake jail & court stuff, & all the attacks, I think I forgot. Also, remember when my orange backpack got stolen? So much has been going on, for me to get to keep up with anything. I read online today, about how many SSI/SSDI/Social Security recipients say that the CDR forms cause them anxiety, & others say that the CDR forms are a type of harassment & intimidation from the fake Social Security Administration.
Many people feel like government assistance is a blessing, while others feel like it's a trap. There are certain professed Christians who frown upon people receiving government assistance, saying that it's sinful & against God. Churches these days don't help the poor, like the Early Christian Church. So many fake, masonic sellout 501(c)3 churches oppressing the poor & homeless & won't help, while preaching a false health & wealth prosperity gospel. People don't try to bring down these false preachers. They're too afraid to call them scammers & frauds! I heard that the body of Christ is supposed to help the disadvantaged. People these days are too selfish!
But anyway, I'm overwhelmed & afraid to fill out & send in the CDR packet. I do need help getting the packet filled out, but I don't have anyone to help me. Certain questions, I'm unsure of how to answer properly/correctly. It's stressful. Any dealings with the SSA has been causing me SEVERE panic attacks & freaking out, because of all the gang stalking abuse, lies & false accusations. I don't want to even set foot in another Social Security office for the rest of my life! I don't want to communicate with them!
Foster Mom Stole My Money (Blog Version)
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2022/11/foster-mom-stole-my-money-blog-version.html?m=1
I was a foster child
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2022/03/i-was-foster-child.html?m=1
Here's my free foster care ebook.
What's It Like To Be In Foster Care? 05/22/2023
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2023/06/whats-it-like-to-be-in-foster-care.html?m=1
05 16 2020 Blog #87: My foster care abuse Summary
https://gangstalkedcreoleauthor.blogspot.com/2022/01/05-16-2020-blog-87-my-foster-care-abuse.html?m=1
Ever since that UTI infection from a couple of months ago, I've been forced to have to be back under the allopathic medical system. & I've had a few ER visits, due to my legs swelling so badly because of the perps preventing me from getting hotel nights. Forced to suffer on the streets for like 3 weeks straight, with no way to get to lie down flat & sleep.
*Ok. I was able to have help with a couple of more hotel nights. I'm getting sleepy. I will continue journaling tomorrow. It's 10:39 PM @ night.
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It's now 6:02 PM on Monday, November 2. I might as well cave in & do a doggone video.